Hey, listen to me. I wanna say it again. I wanna live more, I don't wanna die. I have already lost everything, my fovorite life, women I loved, humanism of me. I've really lost them. But I do wanna live more. Actually, If I would continue to live. I always would feel sad, That would also be miserable, and I'm sure some crammy thing will always happen to me. But If I'd do only one thing that I just manage to stay in this world, I might be able to have great chance at this time and I'd be able to meke it better. Even if nothing would happen to me. I might be able to get some little goodness. So I want to stay a little bit more.
If I want to realize that, I have to blash my tooth, take a shower, go to work for rent, eat an meal, And also have to sleep for tomorrow,you know. But I can do nothing without an alcohol. I do admit it. And I'm damn sure that I am freak and am geek. But a cellular phone I bought yesterday seems to be able to work as usual. I also could aford house rent. I don't feel so bad now. I think I can pick evrything up at this time. I will show you I'm gonna adjust fucking all mess I've made at one time.
It says, I seem to be labeled, I always repeat raising, getting down ,stunding up or having a seat. also repeat sleeping, waking up. It must mean I am very busy person. But It's nonsence, If I'd think about my future seriously. Anyway let have a fun you guy's. It would be also nunsence to regret past, to sorrow the future and despair of now. We better change our mind immediately. Even if everybody'd call me that he is kind of damn freek or things like that. Then eventually if I'd feel I am absolutely isolated. That would be better,that would be fine. I'm gonna choose to live brightly.
Finaly, things I always think at the end of day are just two. One is, I do hope I wouldn't wake up forever. And second is I'm gonna be able to get some chance in tomorrow. Goddamnit hell anyway, Everything would be happy for me. So we'd just better choose to live brightly. If we would lose our future, we have to make now little bit better. Just truth your mind to hope to live a little bit more about today or tomorrow. Also believe your superhuman vitality and immodest. I've never lost my lightweight, I've never ever had any concern. I'm naturally a bit spacy and also am bluffer. That is me. Nobody 'd be able to change it. I've chosen that way to live untill now. If I'd not change it forever, nothing would be wrong. Everything'd be right.
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