Secret to improve your English skills: get ready to be criticized. And fuck em. you're the one who will be better at SPEAKING English. Not the pussies who are always criticizing other people's skills.
※ that parents have to do, I, that you have Narawase Baseball, calligraphy, cram, electronic organ, Kumon, camp license
Then Bakka thing none of such useless. It was just meaningless at all. So, can be bad parents out. Is it did not Narawa martial arts martial arts from an early age why did he do that to me. It is thought this time, I decided to take to hear. Though in Kodokan near ....... In that regard, parents was bad and can be really. Both parents were in vain.
※ that parents have to do, I, that was learning Baseball, calligraphy, cram, electronic organ, Kumon, camp license
Just something none of such useless. It was just meaningless at all. So, can be bad parents out. Is it did not Narawa martial arts martial arts from an early age why did he do that to me. It is thought this time, I decided to take to hear. Though in Kodokan near ....... In that regard, parents was bad and can be really. Both parents were in vain.
※ that parents have to do, I, that was learning Baseball, calligraphy, cram, electronic organ, Kumon, camp license
Just something none of such useless. It was just meaningless at all. So, can be bad parents out. Is it did not learn martial arts martial arts from an early age why did he do that to me. It is thought this time, I decided to take to hear. Though in Kodokan near ....... In that regard, parents was bad and can be really. Both parents were in vain.
I was really fed up with it to was listening to ( preaching ) story is sit and called his father . It's unpleasant memories . The injured seriously when it was told the story more than an hour while to say " story because ending in 10 minutes " and in particular . I have since I was in one . My father talked for hours to let sit and call me as well after that . It was very sick for the side that was told . Tired . I cried in my mind and should stop talking about lazily . So , I did not at all , such as consultation of trouble to father . It is because it was hate from being told the story of his father . For the most part, I thought secretly father and I to talk just me why . However , since the story is summoned me from more of the father without talking from this place, it had to be told a story after all . It was the seed of trouble for me . When you say that it or hate why 's , they hear the story of his father , a long story anyway . It is not interesting at all . Boring . Is not going to talk briefly . My father was a man you do not think at all I or tired much . I was paying no attention the story of father and put up each time , but patience also finally reached its limit .
One day 10 years ago , I got off to the first floor . There was a father to the bathroom . Then, realize that I have been down , my father called me . When it was said to be " . There is a story " , I was pissed . It was called to sit father as usual . It was the time when you are around 11 pm , everyone was asleep at that time . I was hit and the angry father violently as to not care , or dispel the resentment of everyday such a thing . Was done yelling and screaming . I do not remember specifically because he came cocker quite what to do said , but , certainly , what I be doing if it was " worried " from being told the story of You and ! 'm A tired "or a ! I think I shouted to be equal ! " whether the good that either you hate the person . Since then , my father was no longer a talking summoned me . In addition, I would have thought it to be also yelled at when you try to talk you summoned me . I also was going that fact . I was secretly relieved . It was nice to think that it or need without being told a long story of his father in this . I thought I became a study in this experience . That we should show against the intention of denial clearly do not just put up with you are that it is unpleasant from people . That we should be in angrily . Not heard a long talk after being seated and is called from father really since then . Do not do not have to change from their own after all . Opponent just repeat the same thing otherwise . Do not Do not just put up .
Was angry or scolded by parents It was really unpleasant . I was angry distributed from early age just because people eldest son or scolded . Was also when you think you wonder why was scolded , and I wonder why was angry . From being angry or scolded from parents just me always . Tens of thousands of times was also scolded by parents from an early age anyway . Was angry . It was unpleasant for a long time I , and from being angry or scolded . But , I did not go against parents because I was afraid the old days . It was only holding back much . If you were now , w Do not I reverse out "... Motivation lonely , sad decline , become and Xun lost " was the feeling of when they were scolded by parents in the past . Did there many times that you cried angry or scolded by parents . Parent was the one who does not praise me for a long time anyway . There is no experience such as motivation was glad that has been boiled with praise from parents . It is so even now . It just is preaching or will give complaints or scolded from parents and still even doing active (such as that of the house ) things from myself . So I was completely demoralized . I was no longer the things aggressively from his .
There are brother to me , but I've never seen something once where it was angry brother or scolded from the mother . So brother was envious . The reincarnated as a man and also , if you do was reborn now , but do not want to ever again born as the eldest son . Eldest son painful . So you do not know this bitterness is not the eldest son . By the way, my father was the second son . It was people who do not know at all vexatiousness of what is said, " you because it is the eldest son , " and such as it is suffering as the eldest son to him .
I do not appreciate at all about what you did not praise me or get angry or scolded by parents . I think the resentment rather . So, do not do aggressive (such as that of the house ) things from myself . It is not absolutely married . I do not Yara show something grandchild absolutely while the parent is alive . This is part of a revenge how to modest parents of me.
it's 2:30 in the morning today i have an exam so i gotta go to bed now......, but i cant. you know why? cause i slept for 12 hours today!!! im so damn!!!
Now I'm at a critical age so everything seems not to go right. Since I came back to Japan from abroad in December, last year, I've been feeling unwelcome and reverse culture shock, as here in Japan everything seems to be too rigorous and suffocating. I failed some job offers including civil service exams for several local governments, so I'm still a NEET!