On April 5th, Dr.Vella, a doctor at McLean told me that I am ready to go back to school on April 5th but Mailman did not think I would be able to be back on campus. Mailman’s decision was that I go back home to my country immediately after my discharge on the 10th of Apirl. While I found it very interesting how Mailman made a decision contradictory to the opinion coming from the world’s best psychiatric institution, I admitted that my symptom may have to be monitored in a long course of time, so I went back to my country. On the side note, Maggie Balch at Reslife told me “it was necessary” for me to leave campus immediately and I had no time for saying goodbye to my friends. It was implied that I was “threat to Brandeis community” (potentially homocidal), but my doctor at McLean said I was ready to handle academics, and I also would like to know what Mailman had told Reslife about my psychiatric history.Mailman said in order to go back to school I have to hand in a proposal and the letter by my doctor in Japan. While I was at home, I was meeting a very trustful doctor, whom, unlike doctors I met in the states, did CT scanning.When I asked Dean Rosenthal, she told me to send the letter and the proposal to Dean Sawyer, so that Mailman and Dean Sawyer can review my proposal. However, when I returned to campus, Dr. Redlener laughingly said “I never saw the letter from Japanese doctor”. The letter from my Dr. Includes my medical records, and careful instructions, and it only makes sense to people who had medical training. This, and also the fact they ignored Dr. Viella’s opinion leads me to a conclusion that Mailman does not take doctors from other institutions seriously: They are not interesting in treating me seriously.