Morning,everyone. It's realy a tough work to read your words using an on-line dictionary. And my poor English made everything even harder.
I am one of those "offsprings of panda ",yes,a Chinese. this is the first time I commend something on the "中国および日本の関係",
First,I want to thank you-all of you-not only for what your people have done this time in 四川, but for your contribution to the whole world--after the 2ww. Grace,you people percess the grace of human being --- hard-working,truthfulness,and persistance.
I have been sufferring those stupid remarks made by some Chinese to your people,and on many other nations,too. What I want to say is that not all chinese are like those creaturers. We are people living in the atmosphere of lies and hypocracy --- for more than 2000 years,and still so. The problem is in the culture I think(vanity,self-importance,mania~) The GOVERNMENT is fooling the people, I learnd this world all by myself Its a painful process--confused about the world, disabled in trusting the so called authority, totly frastrated once, and finally became an obligatory figurant. A big show. The almighty CCP made the individual struggle for honor a shear desparation, and there left no way to regain sanity except to keep on struggling.
I'm fighting against my dearest ones,and my own identification. People like me is not rare in China now, esp. among the young.
Actually,we are called the "Silent Majority"--no freedom in expressing,when protecting truth,no obvious progress could be made. We are not moderates ,we are forced to be moderates . The reward for us,is just private self-esteem,or maybe more,some grace as human being --- when looking into the mirre. When you are insulted by those nasty words,I know the kind of anger. the only deffrence between you and those chinese like me ,is we don't have the chance to express. I love my people,no matter how stupid they are,and I hate the CCP,for it made us professional コメディアンの on the international stage. But things could be better,should it?
I'm always confused,but I'll hold on,I want to do something for this absurd world, I am young,only 23.I am beautful and I love my boyfiend. I am one of those Chinese who judge properly,and one of those people who are ready to hug in this world so cold.
Wish you good,May happyness be with you,wise or not.
I feel like saying something to you this morning,maybe the earthquake made me so.