I tried to kill my pain But only brought more So much more I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation
Do you remember me? Lost for so long Will you be on the other side? or will you forget me? I'm dying, praying, bleeding, and screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation
Return to me salvation
I want to die
My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation My God, my tourniquet Return To Me Salvation
My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied Christ? (Christ) Tourniquet My suicide
Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50,000 tears I cry Screaming, Deceiving, And bleeding for you And you still won't hear me
.go away
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts is my head So I can't trust myself anymore
There's a door here, but it will not break There's a stone there, but it won't remain Up there a heaven now, but it will not wait And the lies there, the scent of it, just too much So should you, Sow it once and make it grow, the sweet clematis Let it flower, and paint it all of the colors bold Instantly things fall and fade, return to silence Why oh why, why does it all feel so sorrowful? Dreams of what is real
There's a breath here, but it will not break There's a face there, but it won't remain Up there a heaven now, but it knows no name And the stain is the color of red through red And thus, You cannot cry, confuse the lies,try to remember When you rise, you take your steps with a strong desire Time goes by, a breath it comes, like something given Why oh why, why have there nightmares not long expired The real is but a dream From now on, Should it grow and open full, the sweet clematis Flower bold, but there's no need for rejoicing more Precious life, this life just once, it comes just one time Keep it close, keep it from ever just leaving you Crying tears confusing fears they are no longer When I stand I know I'll never be down again Nothing that I need now, once it comes just one time Somehow, somehow, someone, Entry Number One
Am I more than u bargained 4 yet? I've bin dyin 2 tell u anythin u wanna hear Cuz that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next 2 the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But your just a line in a song A notch in ur bedpost, but ur just a line in a song
Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleepin in, and sleepin for the wrong team
We're goin down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're goin down swingin' I'll be your number 1 with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it n pull it We're goin down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're goin down swingin I'll be your number 1 with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
Is this more than you bargained 4 yet? Oh don't mind me I'm watchin u 2 from the closet Wishing 2 be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dyin 2 be him I'm just a notch in ur bedpost But ur just a line in a song Notch in ur bedpost, but ur just a line in a song
Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleepin in, and sleepin 4 the wrong team
We're goin down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're goin down swingin I'll be your number 1 with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it n pull it