I am a hikikomori

you can discuss it here:

２ヽ(´Д`；)ﾉno more

＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾＾

fuck me.

hey guys! are you real hickies?
I want to asks you
how long did you not leave your room?

flithy niggers

can't you read english
can you?

yes, i can not

I am a virgin.

you're idiot then!
dirty hicky! why dont you kill yourself!
you are worthless piece of scum! you will never go to waseda
your only way is third rate college

yeah, three years, i not leave my room.

d

how do you feel after three years? it's must be very hurt
how old are you

do?
did?

　　　　　＿
　　　　/〜ヽ
　　　 （｡・-・）
　　　..く,ﾉ==l >　　　　
"""~""""""~"""~"""~

what i dont understand you

oh yeah,yes
i am 19 years old.

so you're hicky since 16? but the way I am 19 too

you know?

know what

yes
i am so bad

today i'll be sleepin' all my day

of course you're so bad
you dont even see blue skies

you should get a hobby at least

worthless piece of shit you are!
die fucking hikkies! you should commit suicide as soon as possible

yes. so long time

we are the hikikomori.
let's go crazy!

i got a hobby, read the book everyday

dreams are black
just sit and see
nothing but me

read read read
it's not a real hobby
you need to get a hobby when you can learn something and do something by yourself

i watch movies all day long

life is just a little dream.i m going my way.

do not tell me no more

1) you're going to die a virgin
2) you are nover obtain any friends
3) you will never get a job
4) you can do nothing but suicide.
this is your reality

i say a word as my life
it's the word, want!

1,2 and three are noto realty in my past

your dreams are fake

if you're hicky and your age is more than 20
you are hopeless

i know

i am 19 years old
but i am not happy
i am hopeless

you know?

FUCK YOU!!!!!

i want to know your dreams

>>40
mother fucker cock sucker

do you ever finished highschool?
if no
I think you re hopeless too

ha, i did not

i was take my way

so you have only two ways:
1) after few years in your room(most like 3-5) you will finally leave your room
and finish highschool! you will be 22-25. can you imagine it?
22-25 and just finished highschool
how silly!
2)you will never leave your room and commit suicide after few years.
the choose is yours

>>life is just a little dream.i m going my way.

That's the right attitude. Why not do what you want in the short time you're alive?

I bet all of you reads Dazai Osami a lot

Do you know any female hicky? I wonder..

kick me!

kick in the shin

i will image it, i will leave my room.i believe it.

i want it every new day

i raed some his books, lostworld, monoomou ashi and umaretekite sumimasenn

you can leave your room at night
or at early morning
try it

yes i do.

and kick me!

kick in the silent space

NO!

how you do haircut??? or you dont do it?

how do I hair cut?? idon't have any

you dont have any hair?
lol

I am otaku

I am a denshar man

you only can wish. you are not densya otoko! you're sitting alone in your dark
rom afraid to go out!

I am kaisyonashi.

becouz what?
i only can talk to people in the PC

ID:Bn0DSaNK
thank you so mach.
so long.

I am eigoyomenai.

you will never save a cute girl on the train
you will spend your life alone in your room

>>64
"thank you" for what

shame on me
i mean send me a your picture

>>67
i am feeling
good night
good mornin

survey:
1.I am 20 years old
2.never leaved my room in 4 years.
3.male
4.virgin
please write about yourself too!

eigo's fucking diffucult huh? zennzennwakaran

ican't tale

c'mon you can tell us! we're the same. and nobody knows who are you
because of anonymity

i just know iam a 26 male not virgin and ican go out for just buy tabaco and sake.

if you can go out you're not hicky you're NEET

maybe im not

What' up men!

maybe im hot

hey what's yup

nothin' chillout nigga

iya japones yo

age

I never had a single friend in my life! can you imagine how it's feels to be
alone all your fucking life! I am 19

I go to the hotel

kowai YO! 5waiYO! ican never imagine like that

but if you here
that means you dont have any friends too
right?

yeah

tell me about your school days
you was always bullied ? I think so

oh!yes!

that's getting more and more interestings
tell me what they did to you

i don't oboetenai my school days
it was so normal i guess

what about univ. days? or you did not attended to univ?

something differrent i knew my self

no idin't go to university

anyway you are all outsiders and loosers
it's shameful not to work
and live on parents money

you will never go to todai or waseda
hahahahahahaha

yeah you right i guess

not only to todai or waseda but not even an ordinary univ!!!
you will waste your life at your room!

I am going to watch a movie i just downloaded
see you in the next two hours

im going to daie

im serious don't stop

you buy me some beer

hikikomori as read for indoors.ok?
atteru?

matone i lobe oyu

I was pesu

ah um... rink ok?

メンヘルの英語力
http://life7.2ch.net/test/read.cgi/mental/1123181703/

Debt is better than death.

God Bless America

>>98

Your skeleton won't look any richer or better schooled than others' when you're rotting in the ground.

hayakuhayaku unnkomoretyautte!!

at this point of time I feel myself very bad

Would you rather have brains or beauty?

This thread is interesting.

めがね

brains

ヽ(´Д`；)ﾉhosyu

good night

speake english,or die!!!!

誰かこのスレを訳してよ

Dareka boku wo misute nai de kudasai.

wake up motherfucker!!!!!!!!!

ｂｕｔ　ｈｅ　ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｙｏｕ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｙｏｕ
ｈｉｋｋｙ，ｎｏ　ｏｎｅ　ｄｏｅｓ．
ｈｅ　ｄｏｅｓｎ’ｔ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｗｈａｔ　ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｆｏｒ
　ｐｅｏｐｌｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｕｓ　ｇｒｏｗｉｎ’ｕｐ．

ｔｈｅ　ｗｈｏｌｅ　ｓｃｈｏｏｌ　ｗａｓ　ｄｏｗｎ．
ｉ　ｄｉｄ　１７　ｙｅａｒｓ　ｉｎ　，ａｎｄ　ｍａｄｅ　
ｃｌｏｓｅ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄ．
ｂｕｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｗａｓ　ｎｏ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｔｈｅｒｅ．
ｂｕｔ　ｇｒｏｗｉｎ’　ｗｉｔｈ　ｎｏ　ｆｒｉｅｎｄｓ　
ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ　ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｐｒｅｐａｒｅｄ．
ｔｏ　ｌｉｖｅ　ｉｎ　ａ　ｖａｃｕｕｍ．

ｓｏ　ｉ　ｃｈａｎｇｅｄ　ｍｙ　ｌｉｆｅ．
ｉｔ　ｔｏｏｋ　１０　ｙｅａｒｓ　ｔｏ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｔｏ　ｈｅｒｅ．
ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｈｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｇｅｔｔｉｎ’ｏｌｄ．

ｔｈａｔ’ｓ　ｈｏｗ　ｉ’ｍ　ｌｉｖｉｎ’

ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉｷｬｯｷｬ
http://n.pic.to/3p5a4

I was a college student. unable to made any friends. it was painful to sit alone
with unfamiliar people around me. I was an alien. I'm not fat or ugly, but I am unable
to open myself. I'm dropped-out.

Now I am sitting alone in my dark room, feeling guilty and sad

i get up and nothing gets me down you got it tough i've seen the
toughest soul around and i know,baby just how you feel
you got to roll with the punches to get to what's real
ah, can't you see me standing here?
i got my back against the record machine
i ain't the worst that you've seen don't you know what i mean?
you might as well jump! you might as well jump!
go ahead!

俺は起き上がる　ハイな気持ちに水をさすものはない　おまえの決心は固い　　　　　
俺の出会ったもっとも手ごわい相手だ　ベイビー、分かるよ　どんな気持ちなのか
パンチが出たら身を引かなきゃ　現実を知る前に倒れちまう　
俺はここに立っている　レコードマシーンに背を向けて　もっとひどい男をおまえ
は知っている　俺の言ってること　わからないのか　
跳んでみるかい！跳んでみるかい！
さあ、行け！

あげ

ｄｏｎ’ｔ　ｗｏｒｒｙ，　ｂｅ　ｈａｐｐｙ！

Teasing anyone is terrible.
Do you tease anyone ?

　Buun ／⌒ヽ
⊂二二( ^ω^)二⊃
　　　|　　/
　 　 ( ヽﾉ
　　　ﾉ>ノ
　三 レﾚ

sometime I felt so much guilt that I want just to die.

I feel soooooooooo bad right now!!!

　

I think he's likes me

who? well this thread is doing well. let's more chat in english.
how do you want to spend CHRISTMAS ??? I really have noone to spend it with.
I am alone.

I'm still swirling
It's a dark, lonely place
I thought you could
maybe rescue me
somehow, I still feel that way
Unsure what to do
I'm moved
by the scent of rain

STOP　Japanese fool English

Having reached an impasse
in my work and in myself,
I sought to
acquaint myself
with everyday ennui,
sired by apathy and restlessness
Ever-fleeing the authenticity
of my own experience,
I was entirely spent by a life,
composed of accumulated fictions

fack you

oh, miss spell

いやおまえら馬鹿だろ。氏ねよ

ｗａｗｏｒｕ

>>142
Don't joke.
We aren't stupid.
Stupidity is speech to hint at you.
Then why should we die?
Please teach a reason.
If you said such a thing without what reason,
I doubt your mind.
If there is time watching this HIKKY board,
I think that you had better consult me to a doctor
in a mental hospital.

consult me to a doctor
in a mental hospital. って何だよ・・・。
スマソ、meは間違えて入れただけだ。
たしかに、俺に関しては、１４２の言うことが正しかったな。

goocd and bad,i define these terms.quite clear no doubt,somehow.

where is my soul??

another autumn month is over.

peropeero peropeeeero peropeeeeero

150

I wanna die...Can anyone kill me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really want to die too. I think I will buy pills and use it with vodka or champaigne.
it's really can work, just use many, dont eat 2 days and then took a lot of pills drink
vodka or champaigne and you're finished.
will try it as soon as I go to the magazine to buy them.
do you know any names?

Hell I wanna die? No shit!!
you guys are awful feeling, but I don't give it a shit.

what do you mean???
maybe we are all sick....

If I could successfully die, I would like to be born as a bird

>>153
Watch your language

I came to hate living.
However, it is scary to die.
If somebody kills me, it may be the best happiness for me.
The government should install an institution to do euthanasia.
I wanted not to be born in Japan.
This country is unsuitable for me.

>>155

Me, too, actually. Well, not a chicken or something like that, but a free bird that calls the world its home.

Ｔａｋｅ　ｉｔ　ｅａｓｙ．
Ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｉｓ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｓａｄ．
Ｙｏｕ’ｄ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ　ｅｎｊｏｙ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｏｗｎ　ｌｉｆｅ，ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ　ｈｅｒｅ．

I shouldn't　be here

Ｙｏｕ　ｓｈｏｕｌｄ　ｂｅ　ｈｅｒｅ．
Ｂｅ　ａｌｉｖｅ．

>>158
Thanks for responding to my message.
I really hope we can fly together after dying.

Hello... I am so tired of feeling lonely... I think I will explode someday...

what's up?

I am dying from love. I dont know her feelings... maybe we just a friends
but i dont want to be it like that...

Hmmmm.....you are not a hikikomori?

no.. but I was a hikky... did not leaved my house for 11 months.
wasted 1 year....

That's ok....I'm sorry for asking about that...

also I still dont have any male friends.. my ID is now different but it because my ip
is different too

>>168
nevermind... your question is ok

Thank you!so...I don't know how I can say about love...
that's because I have never loved anyone except swim-weared idols on TV....hahaha

I think hikkies should start to do creative things.. you know all I did it was
reading books and watching movies and exploing internet.. so my head is started to be
filled with various ideas.. so I started to draw... can't say that I good draw
but it's gives me correct look at life, and aim...
good luck...

Thank you so much...we must change.....

sometimes when I wake up in the evening
I want to scream very loud
but I cant. all I can feel is the emptiness inside me

let's talk a little.... I am 19years old. do you feel panic sometimes? I do. something
I think that this will be for all the times.. It made me crazy and bitter

anyohaseyo

Relief in Hurricane Katrina. We need now.
thank you.

>>175

I also feel like that sometimes. It's tough, but it doesn't last too long. I think it might be better if it did last a while, though, because it might force me to change my lifestyle.

Do you know hikky girl from 20six blog? she writed on her blog almost 1.5 years ago
but she deleted in autumn 2004... and since then I dont know anything about her.
...

I readed dazai osamu today... I was shocked how is he just like me

I don't have read dazai osamu. Are you interested it?

you should read it. he was like every hikky

I'm a hikky. I'm a Malaysian, I'm not Japanese.

how do you survive? do you live in your parents house? how old are you?
did you drop out from school(like me)? or what?

ouch too many questions...

>>183
Nice to meet you

saya cinta kau

Do you know any non-Japanese hikky forum?

I only know alt.suicide. it's about suicide, and people there almost like hikkies.
you can go to it VIA google groups

hikki

If a magician comes to you and asks you "I can kill you painless"
what will be your answer?
mine is
YES, KILL ME.

Yeah, me too

These books are very good, they help me a lot.

Many Lives, Many Masters (Brian L. Weiss)
Through Time Into Healing (Brian L. Weiss)

hikky

I want a job.

I want a death.

どうでもいい

I will kill you!

I will bring you back to life.

no thank you

I've got 200!

おもすれー
英語だと何？

I want a good job.

good job?;)

ここに叩き来てる？

Not yet

A good job: happy working environment, good pay, the employees are nice, the job is interesting

I want to work in design industry

Good luck!!!

◎　best
○　good
△　average
×　bad

I know this is painful question... but what are you gonna to do on xmas and other winter
shit???? I dont know... I will be sitting in the front of my pc

>>21
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)

>>210
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)
('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)('A`)

who is >>21?

it's mistake I wanted to write 210 but forgot about 0

that's ok

i have to sleep....good night

honestly I am afraid of xmas

Oh!My father is Thinco.

I feel disappointing that it has been stayed indoors by a parent

"it" ? what do you mean

I am disliked by a person. Because the reason is because it has been stayed indoors.
And a person dislikes me, too.

I don't have a job. Because the reason is because it has been stayed indoors.
I want a job.

無職だからヒキ
仕事ほしいです

having a job>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>being sick>being a virgin≧unemployed hikky=hell
仕事＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞＞病気＞童貞≧無職ヒッキ＝地獄

あーあ

I'm tired

I am not a hikikomori.

My parents are very rich, so I don't have to go to work outside.

wa ta si mo hi ki ko mo ri

この板の住人は英語力も中一並みのようで、ご苦労様です

>>228
Same here

>>227
get the fuc! out of here

non-hikikomori people should not come to this bbs.

Yes, that's right

I am lonely・・・orz

me too

I am lonely, too

unhappy hikky

I WANNA DIE SOON

aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............

what??

poor hikky

so?

Po?

I welcome the H5N1 birdflu virus with open arms.

I hate this unhappy world.

I wish that the H5N1 virus get me.

ok

I am staying indoor for 2.5years... and you?

I want a good job.

GJじゃない

欝鬱すぎる

Why do you become a hikky? Post your stories here.

美人萌え

Post your stories. I want to hear your stories.

>>253
here's my story: >>125 (yes, I am still here)

I never loved anyone and nobody loved me too.
it's sad

>>247
I have been staying at home for 4 years
but, actually I can often go outside....You?

英語が出来ても有益に用いる場が無い

you are right, but.....I have found a lot of friends on the internet.
some are from Malaysia, some from Poland, some from Argentine.......

that's the reason I want to speak English

kill me softly

>>256
I can go outside too. I am afraid of places with "cool people" because it's painful for me.

I don't have a job, so I feel ashame in front of people.
I want a job.

you can make business on the net

but I dont know how.. is it something like web design?

you can give online tution to Americans, you can earn some money

but you need to be good in your study, you must know math, physics, chemistry, biology, economy, American literature, American history very well

go here and see if you can teach these things to Americans
ttp://www.sparknotes.com/

hikky

huh??

destroy me

is anyone here?

You can't stop believing, wishes do come true
You gotta believe me, wishes do come true

http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/11/04/suicide.internet/index.html

it's very important
I want to know how do you feel, when you see a happy person of your age?
I feel jealous and sad and empty

おまえら、ひきこもりすぎて日本語しゃべれなくなったヒキだろ(ﾟ∀ﾟ)カエレ！！

>>272
it's none of your business
don't think anything about other people
because they have the way they live, and you also have the way you live
there is no manual for living
you can make your own manual and no one can say about it

>>273
(ﾟ∀ﾟ)get out!

>>274
thank you for your wise response

I understand roots of my anxiety. it's because I hate being alone. I just can't stand it.
I spend so much time alone and come to hate it badly it's drives me insane I can't do anything

A New Day Has Come

sadly

holiday

every day is holiday

>>278
Start learning something　in new life.

(a-b)(a-b) ≧ 0
0 ≦ 1

｡･ﾟ･（ﾉД`）･ﾟ･｡

i want to die now

if i am killed by a stranger, i will say thank you to the person.

ever wanted to cry? I want to cry so badly right now......

つまんね

http://www.nomarriage.com/

あげ

Ho wmany hikky in malsyaia?

You can speak English.
The most HIKIKOMORI cannot speak English I think.
It's a wounderful skill.
You should make use of the ability.
You will be able surely to break status quo if so.

how many hikky in malaysia?

hikky sleep during the day and awake during the night

how many hikky in malaysia?

hello, anybody here?

I am here. age

大半が自演であることを望む

tomorow i will try to find a job
i wish myself good luck

i got a 300!! yeah

MERRY XMAS

（´・ω・｀）

ぎ

　　　〃∩ ∧＿∧
　　　⊂⌒（ 　・ω・）　　はいはいわろすわろす
　　　　 ｀ヽ_っ/⌒/⌒ｃ
　　　　　　　　￣ ￣

hey guys, i just found this thread. i started another thread cos i didn't know this was going already
>>299 good luck, hope it comes through
>>294 yeah i think our body clocks get pretty twisted
>>292 yeah i think anyone who can speak more than one language is doing pretty well. though english is overrated lol
>>285-287 hope you guys are doing ok
>>277 sometimes being left alone with your own head can drive you insane. do you have a form of escape?
>>274 agree :)
>>271 i was really mad when this story came out
anyway, hope to catch you guys on here

>>305
"sometimes being left alone with your own head can drive you insane. do you have a form of escape? "
I draw pictures....

i think anything that takes your mind out of the situation is good, in terms of being able to cope
i guess the problem is that the underlying stuff is still going to be there tommorrow, and the day after, and the day after, right? i haven't quite figured out how to tackle that yet :)
but i think it's really good that your escape is a creative pursuit. at least you have something to show for it at the end (unlike passive escapes, which i tend to use), and you get to get better at your craft
in terms of not being able to stand being alone, what is it exactly? is it too much time with your own head or need for human contact or something else?

>>307
when I am alone for a long time(like month! only with parents) everything starts to
be boring and annoying to me.
in other words I can't see/have joy in the everything! I just wants sleep forever
I am that guy who was hikky for 11month! now I am not hikky but it's still affect my life.
even 11 month of being hikky!

age

"i guess the problem is that the underlying stuff is still going to be there tommorrow, and the day after, and the day after, right?"
yes yes yes

>>308
i think some people cope with being alone better than others. are things better now that you're out of being hikky? like sometimes maybe just walking around might make you feel better? or getting in contact with friends?
"in other words I can't see/have joy in the everything! I just wants sleep forever"
i know what you're talking about with this. i don't know, have you thought about antidepressant medication? i don't think it would work for me, but it may be something to consider if you're feeling really bad all the time
hey man, at least you're out of being hikky, and you did it relatively quickly. i think a number of us would like to be at that point right now
when you say that being hikky has affected your life, can you expand on this?

>>310
i don't know, i guess we take one day at a time then right? :)

>>311
yes. Actually there was a trouble in my family, our's income lowed gradually + something I dont want to talk about
there was some kind of depression atmosphere at home, so I become depressive myself.
and then it's leads to hikky. now my family doing good and I slowly starts to recovery
but I wasted 11 month of my life. but I gain a lot of bravely because of being alone.
explain how hikky affected my life? Ok. by being so much time alone I become alienated, I usually dont smile a lot
my motivation is hard to gain! recently I was walked with a girl and she was smiled all
the way, and being very talk-active. she was a creature from another planet for me.
she talked about how she is being happy with her friends and all other stuff like that. it's
completely unknown to me...
Well at least I know that I am handsome. but I still have no friends. but I lose all my shyness
and shame !!!
yes I feel a lot better, but there are actually a lot of things I need to do

that's no good that you had family troubles, i know that can affect you pretty deeply when things are not right at home. glad to hear things have gotten better
i also feel loss of the time i spent being hikky, but i don't think you should feel too bad. in the longer scheme of things, 11 months is not a long time, plus like you say, there are some things you gain from that experience
i guess one step at a time right? i think it's bound to take time for you to feel well enough inside to smile and feel motivated to do things. and i think it takes time to develop friendships too
the girl you walked with sounds like the naturally bubbly type, but sometimes people who are like this on the outside aren't necessarily happy on the inside
also, the things that make her happy aren't necessarily the same things that will make you happy, right?
i think as long as you feel you're making progress, that's the main thing. and it sounds like you are :)

another problem is after being 11 month in isolation I am forgot many social rules and
other thing like that!!! so I act rather strange sometimes.. but that's ok... I am working
on myself... Also there is time gap between me and people around me. I am older than they.
so I always need to look best of them. which is hard...

aw man, you can't forget that much in 11 months can you? anyway, everyone's got their own "strange" behaviour in some way
and the time gap isn't great, i don't think anyone would be able to tell

>>315
dont forget that I had some troubles in my family which already led to forgetting something
and yes, I doubt that if were super social active person you can forget so much in 11 months.
but if you were not very social active person, that yes, you can forget that much...

i think i know what you mean. and i guess 11 months can seem like a lot longer than that if you're troubled, so i think i can see how things can be easily forgotten. but hopefully everything will come back to you now that you're "out there" again :)
where did everyone go from this thread? there seemed to be a fair bit of activity further up

>>317
are you hikky too?

and I am the that guy you talked about (11 months.. etc)
just different ID

yeah i'm hikky (i'm the one who started the 1132156072 thread)
it's pretty annoying not being able to read the other threads

so it's your turn to talk... tell me the reason of your hikky?? if you dont mind of course...

hmm, i've often wondered what i'd say if someone asked me that
to be honest, i don't think i have an articulate, concise answer to that question
i think like for everyone, there are a whole multitude of contributing factors
some of which i'm ok with talking about, some of them i'm not :)

hmm.. that's bad if you can talk honestly about it. it means you have hikky mentality
or something like that...

lol what is hikky mentality?
anyway, i'm going to run, i'll catch you back here later ok?

ok. hikky mentality its something like afraid of being hurt...

but where are you going to run? I thought you're hikky...

Maybe he's escaping to the bathroom.

maybe >>327 is him????

hi

>>325 i guess then yeah, i have hikky mentality somewhat
>>326 when i said "i'm going to run", it's an expression for "i'm leaving now". i didn't mean i was going to go jogging :)
>>327 i actually went to sleep
*sigh* i guess i don't blame you guys for being suspicious if the trolling that was going on earlier in this thread is common here
it's still frustrating though

>>329 hey

I think I know ur trouble. you're college drop out, right? if so, you should back to college
no matter what.

I am that guy from yesterday!!! I think try to download cd by band called lali puna
they write about hikkies I think. not extracly about them, but very very close.
songs like alienation etc or just about people who lost their way in life...
you should try it

lol actually you sort of got it. i actually did finish my basic course but didn't want to go on further, and that's part of the reason i'm hikky
are they a japanese band? what else have you been listening to?

no. but their female leader is korean girl who lived in german since birth!
she did not have a parents, so german couple take her to the germany. download their
cd called "Scary World Theory". she sung in english. also there is a nice music video on
their song called micronomic...

ok. i did a quick google on them and there's some downloads on epitonic that i might check out. my downloading software is pretty shot lol

f/m?

huh?

he asked u if you're female or male...

I like person endowed with generous girthヾ（＾▽＾）ノわーい

i dont understand what do u mean by that...

m. i've heard most hikky in japan are male? is female hikky common?

lol girth in what area?

i knew a female hikky

i don't know, i find it hard to believe that the ratio of male to female hikkys would be skewed over say 80%. that's like 4 male hikkys to every 1 female hikky
wasn't there a blog by a female hikky?
anyone know of any other hikky blogs?

I could see the ratio being that skewed. When it comes to things like this,
it seems only natural that the male portion would be larger.
I'm not exactly sure why that is, though...

i did a quick search and found this:
http://towakudai.blogs.com/my_weblog/2004/11/hikikomori_as_a.html
http://towakudai.blogs.com/my_weblog/2004/11/more_on_female_.html
dude postulates that female hikkys are under-reported, as they may be classified as parasite singles instead, and because parents of female hikkys may be less likely to seek help
if you check the left sidebar, he's actually written a paper on it (i haven't read it yet)
anyway, some pretty good reading on this site in general

only other thing i found was:
www.geocities.jp/hikikomori_research/deta/18.pdf
in which over 80% of the study participants were male, but i don't know how representative a sample they used (i couldn't even read half the damn thing cos it didn't open properly in acrobat)

like i said, i really can't see there being 4 male hikkys for every female hikky. i think the under-reporting is more plausible. any thoughts?

interesting analysis

why do you want to find a female hikky? you should forgot everything about hikky and start
living. I know it's not possibile anytime.. it's hard actually

350get
1000, here we come :p
>>349 dude, i don't think anybody is looking for a female hikky. we're just discussing the demographics

but you have an interes in that problem
why??
people usually dont care about things they
dont really wants...

yeha!my name is yuji. my favarate is 'hikikomoru'.thanks!

damn.. you should really stop being hikky ASAP.

>>351
well, i don't think anybody has a burning desire to discuss the gender of hikkys. if you look further up you'll see that it pretty much came up as a point of conversation
if you're not ok with discussing it, by all means start another topic. i'm pretty much open to discussing anything, and i'm sure other people are the same
i mean, even on the demographics alone there's lots of other areas that can be discussed
so what would you like to talk about?

I can't speak English.

the most problem of hikky is that he thinks only about himself. but people dont think
about mysery even I am (ex-hikky, 11 months) dont have any good feelings for
hikkies! I only wasted 11 months... it's really suck

well, since >>351 was incapable of coming up with a topic of conversation, i'm going to throw this open to you guys
>>356 dude, i don't quite understand. are you saying that you think hikkys main problem is that they're selfish? and why don't you have any good feelings towards hikkys?

hikky

>>357
because they are losers who destroy their life with their own hands.. if you understand it
you are almost cured. (yeah, I am that ex-hikky, 11 months)

hikky

hikky

>>359 well, i guess everyone's entitled to their opinion
i would have thought that you'd be a bit more sympathetic, having been in that situation yourself. just like you had particular life circumstances that led to you becoming hikky, i would think that most other people do as well
i think it's a bit unfair to reduce it to hikkys being "losers who destroy their life with their own hands", as if it's some wilful choice that they've made that could easily have been avoided, had they not been "thinking only about themselves"
maybe i misunderstand you

>>361 ?

some possible options for discussion that i can think of:
- hikikomori demographics (age, gender, socioeconomic background, numbers etc)
- validity of hikikomori as a classification
- social factors that have led to the hikikomori phenomenon in japan
- aspects of hikikomori lifestyle
- differing approaches to hikky recovery
- long term effects of being hikky on the individual and society
- media portrayal of hikikomori
- totally non-hikky related stuff
like i said, you guys call it (if anyone's even reading this, that is). i'm just going to chime in from now on

>>362
I have no sympathetic feelings for them. I know it's hard to graduate from hikky
but it's affect life a lot..
anyway, I wrote that 100times

the most problem for me is that I am tired of female attention! they see their wonderful
prince in me. but I am not their prince. actually I am pretty idiot! but it's end that
only I am being hurted
fuck that

>>363 well, ok, i'm sure you have your reasons for feeling like that
>>364 oh well, i guess too much attention is better than too little attention. maybe if you spend more time with them they'll see you for who you are

sup lolocaust

hello??

hey! if I am not mistaken, I remember U! lol I am that guy who posted various wap stuff
on B one year ago! girls are no good etc!

today is too cold..

What is the importance of Japan, of your origins, in your music ?
Tokyo, eutopia, too many information, emptiness, giving up, subway, all night people, consuming addiction.

lol omg

i bery bery use time to build composition of English language. sorry....

↑"a composition"... and "very"....
English is very difficult but very interesting.
i study it the next chance.

today is too warm

The fact that it is born in Japan is regretted, truly.
The citizen of this country even excessively is too dark.
The newspaper and the weekly magazine,news program and Osada and others,
ignore the fact where the unkind treatment has happened
in the school criticize just the hikikomori.
Also the citizen and others, is deceived in such reporting.
With their consequences,
I have done the thinking where the shoulder body is narrow.
In addition, the Japanese is too harsh vis-a-vis the eye and
the like which others saw.
Many degrees, were laughed in the person who is not recognized.
When such present condition is criticized,
the traitor it was handled in the netuyoku.
It is harsh truly.

today is too cold..

I am a Korean living in Jap.Jap cry reckless remarks.Dokto is Korean's.

>>376 i will trade you weather

merry christmas

mer cri

The spel is not remembered.
It doesn't say even at the junior high school level.

hikki

Hi Hikky!
Konichiwa!

I'm a playboy c.Mewklegun.
so...I'd like to listening about you.
Please tell me Hikking story.
ans ask you,

Are you happy?
Enjoy the time?

also we can be good friends.
write me anytime you wanna.

Bye!

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

＊

＊