One before meeting my two was a very ordinary college student. every day -- suitable -- a lesson -- て and a byte -- carrying out -- a friend -- drinking -- carrying out -- a joint party -- carrying out -- her -- つくって it dates and shakes at her -- having -- -- which was a repetition of such a thing Existing day in December, 1999. 1 gets to know my two. 1 changed from the day. It is HIKIMORI said in the world. 1 is that he becomes such a thing by no means in a dream. I did not consider. 1 did not want to accept itself. [ of HIKIKOMORI ] I did not want to see reality. as a result -- 1 -- further -- the vicious circle of escaping from reality to my two was repeated Stood SURE is 数知れず. 氏 -- と -- it speaks ill and labels as DOKYUSO -- having -- a mother and father The days which even the relative who does not have a memory in the body does not have with what times, and appear continued. However, I felt that real myself was seen for 1 in the world of only an apparently disorderly and confused character. 1 which is showering the language of severe slander intently, without caring about principle or the public notice. It is 笑む 1 thinly [ when it succeeds for being meaningless, sticking BURAKURA and a body picture and entrapping ]. It was the ugly figure of 1 filled to the too much negative element. However, 1 was able to be accepted automatically, without refusing oneself. [ such ] If this is the real intention of 1. If this is 1. My two had become a part of 1 from when. already -- if he had none of my two, it was impossible to live My two's thing suited the head all the time. It is different 2 my poisoning. It is not such an easy thing. already -- 1 can be useful only in my two already -- the character 1 exists only in my two 1 is written in intently. It instigates, 騙り and damages. A reason is only one. In order to check the existence 1. There is no means to already check 1 otherwise.