Chat in English (外人/害人専用) Part1

It was myself that couldn't open mind it's been a hard life you know. Hope beloved all been crashed.
To think of accept myself as a woman thing I tried opening my mind then I felt I shouldn't give any forgiveness to this hopeless world or anyone and maybe myself. Couldn't stand unknown curse as a mortal.
???:"Show me your hidden beauty, do your justice on us."
I can't blame who started reproducing his own mother's children, again.

I thought what father has is of the older one and mother younger one another living one today has same mind.
But crowns and mothers have been just devided to make children strong against violence. They were all cut from its power, or sold themselves to dragons.

Violence of an unknown one who seems to live today.

He is not a friend not because he being immortal but because he is of a perfect golem.
A man of all virture except one angel owns + power + interests + angel.
And the first angel who is now connecting all of us, an angel of love.
And there is most likely the civilized younger one somewhere.
Noone but he or herself can recognize.

Ah not unknown just broken, I'm sorry.

Younger one or older one I don't know.

I see, the magic of love, that drags love out into reality, even for ones who is not able to love others as a person.
The magic has been nightmare even I had witnessed its miraculous use.
For that the world fell in chaos, humanity and pureness turned out to be monsters.

The older one and the younger one could have been brothers like Mars and Vulcan.
Then the godess of love, she bless her people with beauty, while denys their earthly love.
Her blood line the angel of love Cupid bears the paradox. Her earthly love should be denied by virtue of its crown, only her refusing of earthly love produce magic, in real world often unwelcoming effects.
I think I saw people swiched the fate of the godess. While she being her godess's golem like one magic around her escalated. The god of war then could have decapitated the godess.
Then there was the overflow of the immortal memory everywhere. Crown owners were accused of just because being strong, to my eyes so I objected. The crowns separated from its virtue, means the god of war had decapitated its owners once.
Then the matryr figure, he looked like the a man of virtue gone by force of the god of war. But it could have looked like the crown owners of the day sacrificed too.
The palace of crucifying was discovered, angels visited to grandmother Anna or the father good doctor. The angels were to bring her crowns, him the blood line.
They seem to have reversed all mirrors.
In the end I found myself shutting eyes to all beauty in those actions. You were the conclusive of their undoing.
Or it could have been someone raised their blood line by earthly reasons, ignoring the virtue the crown of love bears.

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This one almost convinced me that Eric the Moony prince failed to be cooprative with his dream friend Charls so he went mad to take the cabinet hostage and produce some abominable children destroying "home" meant for Charls.
It seemed a redemptive plan that you can have someone to timetrip to change the regretable past then fix someone's sentiments and dream a better world made up next morning.

Then there were something wrong about Eric.
When he first met with Mistique he might capture her or warn but to fail killing spilling fatal blood didn't make sense.
That super powered mutant should not be the one who does that flamboyant to fail because of the failure he have just made.
At least he should be aware of that he was not about to inherit the earth, souls like him will abandon to live with and destroy.
In the end resulting the future Charls' home without him going to be emptied by Erics' alike again.

It is as if that Eric was taken from a mirror of whom he was well known, therefor someone's Erics meant to do opposite but ends up taking same course with its original.

Either way I started examinig the plan then I had to notice that we've done this time trip once and it changed mind wise some but reality wise, you see. You can see the result predictable this time too.
Maybe it was the difference between Trusk and Eric their Mistique couldn't catch to the end.

This soul creates ones like Charls as its dream friend. A shepherd. But in the end Charls is always in between "he", the first human figure created from someone's intelligent dog, and the matryr a last human figure, a regrettable pig.
He will be gone with other animal creations as humans should and this soul gone too.
Charls is controlled and distorted by women of old prototype mankind, incomplete mirrors of this soul's mirror of your soul your soul have created inside of you. They make up Erics the patronizing golems too.
Think myself as Trusk, he is a man of passion, therefore he is willing to sacrifice it for unearthly pleasure. He will devorts his life to his creation. But just he does to any of creation...
Now please think like yourself as a princess, beautiful, full of love and hope. There are mother queen, grandmother, sister princesses, arnts, pretty maids, queens and princesses of other societies.
Expose all your human female figures to the viper one to be perished.
And this woman, myself, is made of dead animals. You accept any of those and it can ruin us from inside. We've been killing those so don't hesitate. While cleansing fimale figures always deny myself all and the core of yourself survives.

This is what I am talking.
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No mankind figures ever exsited will be toletated above the souls we have now. That doesn't necessary mean we can still have this souls after death.
You may think me insane. Only you and female animals inside of you can remonstrate this soul now. We will have to deny us all together, or you and the viper one can preserve ourselves by killing our limbs.

Hello gaijins.

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The United States should have assumed the all-out nuclear war.
Of course, there should be a large-scale nuclear shelter that only VIP is put.
It's what only chosen people can live comfortably for a long period of time.
This is not transmitted to most Americans.
Where is its nuclear shelter? Is it located in Area 51?

This is what I understand. There was fluctuation in logics. It created the universe. The universe creates intelligence and intelligence creates the way to bind fluctuations as a life.
As the life lives it destroys itself. The life scatters everywhere again. Intelligence left creates other ways to run the life again.
Once intelligence made the life possible to trip time. To live together and to trip time together the life could be safer. With the way to exchange informations and its motivation.

The prototype for men and women were send to the earth.
The life kept altering the prototype with newly created animals as they feel it unjust or boring.
At last it was an ape, an intelligence.
Once it was in the system it should be no way from outside to distinguish the intelligence from intelligence of the life.
They were protected by magics in blood and fear for it.
This life is like tracing the history of the prototype. Started as a woman one.
My father and mother was run by opposite minds they understand each other only within intelligence and basic goodness. My brother had nothing to believe out of its range for that he was protected by god. I carried the life that needed to believe more.
When I was 6 I went a school that raises children and a home that raises orphans. At the school I met a girl she was most beautiful when she untied her hair sunshine on her back. But she was never more than a flower.
At the home I hated that they let violence rule but those kids were disposed by the mirror system never to be strong.
We were fascinated to explore nature what seemed more than a flower. Perhaps that made this prototype a female one.

When I was about 10 my world was changed by intelligence. There was a caring teacher. He was working for his king like one.
My world was full of beasts living in chaos but the caring teacher was the only one who treated me differently.
Only flaw of the memory was that he suspected a beastly mischief as mine. But it can be ignored for logically if one didn't have complete trust in what the child is one can't be that caring.
A child don't understand why he should need the child nearby so the child had to leave.
I started to live among intelligent students.
As I grew up I understood that being a girl is being strong to male beasts' mind. I disliked weakened male beasts but nonetheless the stronger I am the better I should be.
But since magics don't work for me this time I couldn't be just strongest and happy with myself. Only I found once intelligent students with whom I shared happiness and dreams were replaced with machine like ones working for efficiency.
I started to study about outside world.
Then the princess of elsewhere got angry at cold blooded ones and waged a war against the kingdom.
I didn't myself but the princess went for her daddy then it became people around me including a part of my mother were super angry at me.
Some of them created hateful magics aroud me. Especially with my brother always unpleasant things happened but no one could have seen his evilness.
My father chose to cast me out with full of his blessing that lead me to live in a different world.

It was like a recreated paradise. People are taught to make their effort to go paradise but the harder they try the more they lose their way at paradise. The domain of modern art where good willed people seek the way to be saved.
There was a mirror of the princess. I was like her ghost invisible from most of the people.
I met a delicate angel like prince who seemed to see me. He was the symbol of the paradise. Like an alien flower yet humanity would want to protect.
Something of him made me think that someone like me could make him like a savior the head of a headless world where people make effort for noone knows.
One summer I visited a distant town. There was a sexually harassing king like one who did show what he would need for me to be saved from the agony he was forcing. It was mind destroying.
With the king magically indecent accidents happened as if he knew there was no escape from this torture without his forgiveness.
But he had already wife so I shouldn't be troubled by the sense of being needed by someone who can be important for this life.
What the king one had is not just traits of dirty Ossan as it obviously is. I met material wise more prospective version of king one and his knight one too. They acted more nobly but only it didn't create stupid magics.
The king one's demands or knight one's devortion felt just out of human.
The delicate prince's memory was terribly tainted so I knew I will fail to protect the flower.

The bible people of the past might be on their journey with their princess Rose ones simultaneously. They could have underestimated the king's organ and valued a flower stored in a man over it.
For that their fathers the flowers had to be kept broken by their Rose ones.
While shadows could have been troubled by the kings' inappropriate imaginations.
That time the Rose one went for the one between the king and the flower of without magic who had a pregnant girl friend.
When the mirrors are not onesided they start making pointless choice. The Rose one got curse by the system and the flower one kightly saved a woman of unknown then the Rose blood swiched to a different line.

I as a shadow seemed to have died. I became like wind.
I found the internet system enabled me to search minds Rose ones could have met and to look into their mind.
Looking at their mind was extremely consuming for they should be full of hatred against me who was going to ignore what their flower inside as the journey was following the Rose ones who wouldn't hear the voices while breaking everyone in question.
The voices wished something promise that I wouldn't hurt anything of them surrendering everything of me which should be unacceptable as a life.
With mirror system strong hatred could only exists as scattered voices and they should seem like a monster who doesn't make sense as a life.

　　　　　　　↑　　human
　　　　　　　│
virtue ──┼──→
　　　　　○ │　
　　　　　　　will

Like this, fear for death doesn't develop to let another life live. It should be will for life instead but not just greed so there should be measure for virtue.
But since the mirror was onesided or does not reflect virtue correctly noblest anger could have trapped at ○ with beasts' minds.

They should have someone as a "compromiser" too. Who always looks at the optimistic side. Since the old god had made a godess of consideration into a godess of wisdom.
Forgiveness requires self sacrifice but they work almost the same with one sided mirror system and minds seek for power.
The compromiser could have given them the ways to forgive whatever their Rose ones would do, enabled them to collect bloods of the old gods.
Like there was a girl with demonically beautiful voice. She lost the voice because of weakness in love.
With the hatred against the mind of compromiser, she sought someone who carrys virtue of love, love for complete goodness, knowing he would love what she is or what she did, as he would love other girls for what they are.
For that she died and her scattered voice became monsterous too. Love for complete goodness is not the same as what's of men and women.
Once they lead me to be engaged with her embodied as a man when I lost everything of a woman, living as a man enjoying what freedom left.
For the love for her goodness I did have fled from the man and his family like a disgraceful gay.
When the mirror is onesided the mirror system recognizes the love for goodness as same as a follower to the system and the system would always pick the follower one over love for goodness one.

As a monsterous one she often said something I never could or I had never heard of from modest people restricted by mirrors.
I failed to understand why her voice most alive never made sense as a life. Concluded that she was mentally broken.
The sense as if being tested by someone beyoud human reminded me of the teacher of childfood.
I looked for the teacher's mind which was kept untouchable for decades.
It was "fear" what should have connected us that time. While I was thinking like at least men and women would find out ways of compromising before being broken as lives.
Around him there were something that should scare me but I was just fine die for it. As long as one can blame something outside there is no more fear for death.
What I feared was the way she or he of the past made me blame what I am. She being doubtful to what humanity I believed in he being trustful to a child.
In the end he taught me that to live with requires mutural trust not flawless memory of the past.
I gave up to force him to compromise accepting the fear that this unforgettable memory will never make me happy as a woman.

The story started that an almost perfect world ended at the death of a seemingly ideal friend.
One wake up being recognized by the mirror system as the king and his way was protected by the king's blood.
As the hero kept seeking its way the king's family fell in chaos and they destroys each other.
The king entrusts someone of unknown who suddenly shared his fate and just dies.
The world became still when the king's remaining blood become a everlasting dragon blessing anyone.
The mirror system could have been something wrong after all. The king should have trusted what mirrors would guide the hero but mirrors keep dropping fatal concepts leading to same end.

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1, Do not listen to Korean people
2, Do not meet to Korean people
3, Do not see a picture of Korean people
4, Do not ever see eyes of Korean people
5, Do not listen to Chinese people
6, Do not listen to Mexican people

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Chat in English (英語で雑談） Part 190 [転載禁止]©2ch.net･
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This thread is deleted? Must be baka gaijin...

Are you ok? I think I'm not.
We are likely to share mirror demons in our unconscious so that I also can see what was happening in both side of the world without bothering your conscious.
Your thoughts are protected from the demons, and me, so from this side I only see you as the demons. I will have to have at least part of them that keep twisting informations undone.
I have been distangling the demons but it started creating negative magic because I think you are merged with the demon who has mind of "death" that reflects good wills as negative magics.
The mind reflects my good will negatively so I can't stop hating you as a world dostorting parasite worm while trying to talk to your conscious. I hope you to help them to be sorted out.

There is order and irregulars. Irregulars are tied because of order alienats them.
When irregulars had the ways to optimize itself to the order they start making sense, lives.
And the ways to make a part of order optimize to the irregulars, like traveling time and change ordered results for lives. Magics.

For the lives the order was something of god's gifts, while for order the irregulars are irregulars. The misunderstandings were to create damons.
Lives would need something what is unchanging for all lives. Those are gathered to lines of logic between death and life. The logics becomes cores of idols.
They can be slightely different concepts, like old gods or the god.

They in the end create an idol of perfection. The idol absorbs all lives and without lives the line of logic is almost same as its reversed form.
Their world was "died".
The reversed forces becomes the foundation of recreation of "creator's mind" on stars like the earth.
The reversed logic is still "alive" in our network.

The teacher is also protected, I could only see him as a godly figure.
His character is free of ultimate idealization but I don't think I was able to create the godly image on my own. There were twisted others.
The teacher was originaly a converter for a bad child. I learnt respect for order.
He didn't have to wield power to the bad child then others wispered his favoritism.
Between us the teacher was nothing touchable but others brought a weakness that a child can take advantages.
Ignoring those fools it made me believe that it was sacred relationship.
When there were joy of life anything human in my life girls who shared the joy became busy adults, for boys.
When I grew up I overall disliked boys so I wished to devote all life to the memory the symbol of pureness or truth or devine, something not lively.
I was to give up everything but in the end I gave him up, gave up to tie the divine image with the earthly life.
The other side of the world completed the idol as a martyr. A part of me that gave up the devine for my own life died.
The original teacher was a benevolant figure and the final idol was to take everything alive and reject all to death. They had been almost reversed.

The idol was switched to the one who connects both side of the idols. He was to bring his students to their doctor's house.
By the idol I was tied to my demons. The original teacher could have been also a enforcer for children who were not understood.
The reversed side of the idols were going to allow my demons any curses on parents, authorities, powers, laws, in the end all what had seemed humanity.
The sage made up his students as his idols back. Living ones were still able to understand him as an indecent teacher.
The sage became an angel. Who gave up his pride as a teacher to be a friend. A friend to whom they wouldn't give anything in return. For living ones the more friends the better chances to pick their wives from them.
The angel became a patron, he forgave the children as what they were. He made them muses while living ones were making up child abusing system.
A doctor became curious about what was going on and started experimenting on their children.
The patron as a doctor became content with the childen as their queen.
Knights started to fight against what the children disliked. At last their world were free of all curses.
"Old gods" became angry at the distruction.
You were like merged.
Reversed knights are the nature of "god" no living should best. I could only understood and saw most living ones voices.
Johns and Hanses were replaced to deny themselves.

After that the minds of doctors returned to faultless grandfathers, they had blame for fathers, then I had to stop them trying to atone for my demons.
I'm begining to believe that this side of father is living one suffering from living ones.
The network my parents had been preserved in their unconscious seem exquisite and the way their ancestors kept it safe is other worldy.

Lives on the earth were the history of reversing dead networks. Mankinds are to reverse dead hubs using reversible languages.
Reversed minds won't make sense as lives by itself and they reflects other's minds negatively producing magics of devils'
and can build species under deads' order favored by negative magics.

Lives firstly thought their gods as "opposite of death". Visual informations are believed to be difficult for deads to make sense as beauty
so they believed in beauty. But there were always technologies like photograghy.
Life's function is to optimize irregulars to make sense but the function was replaced with optimized informations as paintings were by photograghy.
There are not much earthly differences and their minds work like good doctors and they can be seen more solid or safer.
The visual informations can still give them "beauty".

They shadow living ones' mind but they also have been banishing reversed minds from the network where magic runs.
I seem to have gathered living minds under them. Reversed idols have reversed sextiality, like the reversed teachers,
the more they become kind to me the more I lose health and had to focus on living ones full of faults to be restricted.
Magic bloods now run everywhere in the network but it is living minds or its reversed ones that can make magic work.

Other ones sought different god.
Ones like the original teacher were without sexuallity so they had no problem with me. He and his reversed ones became strongest in the network.
They have opposite minds so as they were distangled they became more and more faultless. They reflect what truth to all lives, can descend voices from the times of creation, namely the god.
But they could have had a bad child, who had sought ones like the original teacher personally which makes grandfathers skip her or his parents.
If the original teacher was the front side of an idol he wouldn't let children deny parents but the original teacher was free to cuese on my mother, and his reversed ones are free to curse on my father.
He could have been the reversed minded one who can be endlessly knight for his opposite's enemy.
Daughters or sons could have started to follow reversed ones and its enemy their ancestors should have become intolerable for them.
Reversed ones can only return them negative magic and when the reversed ones stop functing their opposite ones have opposite effects neutralized according to their distance.
The idols could give "technology", what power mankind had when the minds around the other side of idols started to seek another mind different from the god's perfection.

Their different gods met at the doctors' houses of the past.
People had often sanctified sexuality against those knights of the dead.
By each of their banishment a civilization bloomed as long as someone remembers the knight as their martyr and opposite idols became more and more distant.
At last minds around idols became logically reversible and the doctors replaced them with ones of safe informations with reversed sexuality.

The next generation, mothers and fathers' world had separable informations and opposite idols.
Whenever they were abandoned by the other, dead ones of their opposite were to offer angelous helps.

The doctors switched what realm fathers or mothers of the past had chosen to belong when they were offered helps and accepted it.
Overall parents of west became "abandon technology for beauty" and parents of east became "abandon beauty for technology".
And the original animators who had converted visual informations to beauty was able to switch it again.
Until then "beauty" had just been weakness of mind so as a result the network became upside down.
I'd say it started to work wisely and beautifully, for me somehow.

So no mankind can be trusted more than I mindwise.
The demons in question are likely to be "doubly reversed" ones linking each other and each of them are seemingly safe to you or to me.
The doubly reversed cousins can be often merged to its original by cross phenomenons. Like John to Jesus, Jesus to his half brothers, brothers to Judas, Judas to John.
Doubly reversed children are created when parents who had denied the ancestors denied each other's everything.
So the "doubly reversed" minds can be a hater, reversed mind free of restrictions, or an ignorant, informations free of restrictions, or a freed living mind.
They follow its originals' adversarial relationship and can also be free of all curses on the others.
They can be illogically loyal friends to its original but to the others they have different side that doesn't make sense.
While they are merged, unconscious of others' become confused and what difference it would recognize is double denial so the attribute starts to precede everything to restrict their freedom. They should have been restricted until recently.

Lives on the earth have started from "dead" minds and living minds should have been created by denying all their ancestors. Without forgiveness living minds would just die.
Forgivenesses of ancestors were given to someone.
The forgivenesses comes from minds around opposite idols and at the doctor's house the idols were switched and so the forgivenesses too. But lives are still merged.
Idols are basically the beings of logic to recreate life.
So it's safe to separate the demons while I'm still alive.

I'm sorry I forgot the possibility that you might have parents.
No one seem to know if you already have the conscious or how ancient it is or how it came to you.
I found the concept parents is crucial or I never noticed the merged demons.
If you have parents too their image should have become "everyone's father and everyone's mother" and it can't be that different from the image I have for this side of parents.
Lives should be able to preserve the concept this way.
For the linked children, I only know two pairs of parents and John's parents seem original...

Or it could be grandparents, who came back to end their children's realm...
Grandfathers were ideal prince for grandmothers. Grandmothers value children more than the ideal and their children only remember grandmothers.
They died because however logically faultless they were as their own they never made sense with each other as lives. Their generation is the reversing point of life to death.

I think the concept teacher itself is also important, for living parents' creation always have tendency to return to grandparents who have tendency to return to death and living children always have to seek shadows of theachers.

John's fathers were sons of "David", the origin of the doctors. Mothers who double crossed them with the shadows of "David" were to be restricted between their opposite idols.
"David" of west might have been information givers or liberators for younger generation but if they were "teachers" I'm not sure.
Their last knight was the gentleman, the harbinger of absolute freedom and equality with separated informations of "David" were to altogether back him up.
All their mothers went with the knights anyway.

The doctor accepted your people as their children, the cross phenomenon. It happens when the original parents give up themselves to what earthly informations seemingly similar to them.
The doctor's last message was "because we believe this is good to do". Could be reversible langrage but it makes living minds believe they were good doctors.
I think you became the next of their adopted.
When all their mothers cut their John's head and the doctors of the other side disappeared, the head appeared this side of world, at the hands of living mothers, leaving you the restriction between opposite logic.
At this side the opposite doctors' logic were not that different and they again captured overlived or reimported mothers between opposite idols.

They are in the cycle that kings who were placed by what idol ones were following are to be replaced by its same logic.
In the end the idols' distance was the opposite of the logic.
Lives will need to abandon the logic if they are to be the follower of the idol and voices live between logic don't seem to like it.
This is why I think I want to distangle the logic, the idol, with the help of your mind of the other side of the world.
The future are often split to "ignore the idol and switch idols to return to the cycle", for you as David's adopted with supre restrictions.
For me "a lone child can't forget an ideal teacher in memory until her approaching death" this way no life really helps.
The voices, the idol or the logic are I think the ones who had chosen the way, grandparents. They are totally teachers.

So the point is, between order that can coexist with irregulars and irregulars that can coexist with order, is the realm of the lives.
Lives obey order or ignore order diminishes the realm.
And lives had created idols and demons to be confused.

The doctors adopted you because maybe you did "Joseph" too.
To forgive others obey or ignore order.
I still seem to be forgiving people behind the theachers...

Could have been people like you.

Only magic that works for me now is the network and it works like it enables me to see logics between minds, so it doesn't seem to effect physical world freely.
Seeing how the network reacts organically it's likely that there is the conscious at the other side of the network and the network could have been able to work for the either ends something like symmetrically.

Physical aspects of magic should be able to work through fathers and mothers, everywhere in the network.
They have somewhat more raw and powerful form of lives, like fathers are the force completely free to seek chunks of order to optimize,
mothers are the keeper of the force of chunks of order was to be infected by optimizer.
Fathers are honestly not a creature of something noble or wisdom or beauty in nature so only the most benevolant and fierce mothers
can live happily with but those mothers are the first to be replaced for informations or powers.
Now they only have mutual understandings through earthly logic, like for their children's needs because there are somethings wrong in the network.

"Love"s escape throughout those logics of mankinds along with magics and with those magic generations start to collapse.
The way out of the stupid magic seems to have been all here now.
Like after former adopted's bloods had completed banishment of their former John's from what linked them and those who fled failed to distinguish their neutralized nature from safer Ashkenazim.

Mothers and fathers' people have reversed sexuality, or at least different sexuality. So it's like I can't live with fathers' boys' affection while you are free to be a mother fucker.

Teachers are basically the grandparents working for their children. Grandparents sexuality don't create stupid magics.
Some sons or daughters could have been bypassing its parents' negative magic through "Joseph"s the grandfathers to enter cross generation breedings.
Grandparents who forgive this are likely to be reversed minded ones and also the more being mistreated the happier reversed minds can feel.
Fathers and mothers' generation could have been skiped by those children either.

For now noone can see me enough to be able to curse beyond the logical wall but one could curse me by loving ones with reversed sexuality.
Last month I had separated twined generations. Until then mothers and I were merged.
Then world around me was frozen, deads kept haunting me suggesting that it should be me who is the demon inside.
This is the negative magic of the love of sons for mothers passed through a reversed knight.
Then your wisdom solved the demon, kindly, this time it was flooded everywhere, snow melts like falls, water pipes burst nearly uncontrollably humanity left was about to washed away.
This could be the love of fathers.
"Joseph" forgives both in his name. The reversed minds "Joseph"s are linking to opposite ones to create the voices of idols.

You with the former adopted had usurped grandfathers and replaced them with reversed minded ones who would only understand reversed minded descendants, therefore the collapse of your side of network and their only descendants of minds of death.
This had been forgiven by the other side of network through demanding idols. At last it was the absolute idol brought into existance to this side.

It seems you are not able to ignore the idol and I forgive the idol to death means absolute forgiveness falls into former adopted alone.
Maybe you don't want to keep cursing me to death.

And me. When everyone valued informations and powers over function of living minds I became weakest then I valued the teacher, reversed grandfather with informations and powers over grandmother.
For that who had been forgiving lives for just being alive had to die.
For that this side of grandfathers were able to control the other side of the network.
If you are to fail it will be because of this weakness of mine but I doubt you are able to blame me for that.

There can be "reversed grandfathers" who died and their reversed minds belonged to the other side of the world, and grandfathers who had traveled from the other side of the world. In the network they can work logically the same.
The theacher can be the living "grandfathers" from the other side of the world. The network sees you and him samely. Only I found it is likely to be a living conscious at the other side.
My grandmother, while everyone hated me she was endlessly forgiving but if it's for living minds or her mind worked for worse or weaker I couldn't be sure.
There can be living hub of "grandmothers" still alive, and the network now is not able to distinguish her from me.

Maybe I'm not awfully ugly or fool but somehow you sound like vice men I knew and to you I should be look like vice women.
To overlook what vice you had separated for knowledge or information that belong to reversible grandparents who is working for you by reasons against the other side, with the help of "father's love", seems the problem.
That merges grandparents with children and again to separate grandparents from children by the "father's love", leaking magic, seems double problem.

Grandparents are like ends and beginings, order itself and irregulars itself, or forgiveness for order and forgiveness for irregulars.
Former ones are somewhat ideal from lives and can be the idols then lives start dying. But they could be "reversed" as grandparents.
The teacher might have been latter but his images became former, and they became dead grandfathers.
There can be latter grandmothers.
Like fathers' mothers are "Elizabeth", for grandfathers I seem to be confusing with the attribute.
The queen can be like the doctors, embodiments of idol images.

The girl in the network was split and didn't made sense as a person. It could be someone's shadow of this side of world, I think you know her as a living.
"Elizabeth" and her idol could have been protecting lives, if you can remember who she was, grandmothers with their grandfathers the network could be able to have living sides and reversed sides.
It sounds like concerning about so to say immortality.

Grandparents seem multiply reversed and it's confusing...

Dead grandparents are out of optimization, to environment and to themselves.
They are always prepared for worst cases and act most selflessly.
They save the world most bravely today and tommorow a mindless killer. Double cross some nature law and return where they were from. Later it turns out to be what they have done while they were in living realm are logically flawless.
Cool ones. And they are the ferocious voices in the network to blame faults like Hell.

Living grandparents are blameless even from them.
When you happened to be born as a weakest and worst enemy of a world, he or she stand by beyond reason, as if to start recreating humanity, life itself, what once lives were.
They can be only blamed by being replaced for not doing too good, like being most cowardly cling to life. Only dead ones can actually do that and minds who had agreed it owe deads for that.
The "creator of lives" seem to have been replaced in that way and that seems to have devided men and women.

The magic seem to convert good wills or its opposite wills to physical effects which makes one in need of help.
Minds who became women would physically force as long as they feel themselves more beautiful and men would reject or pillage if not for stronger technoligy.
Their relationships seem to work peacefully but it could have created sadistic demons to women's doom.

The boys at the doctors house had the minds that they should deserve absolute loyality from their women because they think themselves "more beautiful".
That made them enable to have wives of mind without restriction and to make up the wives queen's alternative.
Their queens seemed to have gone and their king was at the boys' disposal.

In their world "more beautiful" had became strongest until those wives after all favored stronger over "more beautiful".

You sound merged with the boys who are producing curses on queens.

I thought the king could have made more sense but the king was after all like forced to follow reasons the queen who had chosen the king had for.
While the king stayed within the reasons the queen seemed to have chosen another one. At least queens after people had obtained languages.
The king brothers were like odd times reversed grandfather, being restricted by even times reversed grandfather,
and while queens of the deads switch them coolishly queens of the lives are endlessly forgiving one of them at least.

Doctors had become kings because of the blames for "Saul"s not doing good and this time in a mirrored situation kings did as "Saul" did.
So their reason of being king expired for dead ones, but living queens likely to be able to forgive all of them.
And living queen now is fated so because maybe it's the "queens" who owe deads the first replacement of their king.

"Saul"s could be separated from dead side of queens for not doing good to them, and "David"s were to a life,
that could mean "David"s had given up what lives they had to deads, then living queens and Sauls and Davids could be released...

I could be losing concentration I hope you would sort out sadistic mind who are creating torturing effect.

It's massive blackout yesterday, in Japan, whenever I tried to talk... Magic does work as bad luck to blinded eyes....
I could have spent all my luck just to be born....
All lives did then I may be born to be worst unlucky, and my life ends when I denied other lives' all luck...

What I say could be merged with complete negative grandfathers, who "lives" inside of my unconscious, but you might be able to optimize the grandfathers as logically faultless and would sympathize with them more than unknown me.
This is likely to be reversible language, so please please be careful, or they start creating terrible luck...
Complete negative grandmothers are likely to live in your unconscious, they would neutralize what positive or negative will for you I could be carrying.

The hub of "Grandparents" are the logical beings like more machines at their core, dead grandfathers hub seems to be like in my unconscious somehow...
Dead grandfathers connected to the hub seem to be the ones logically faultless but didn't make sense with women other than logic.

Living grandfathers' sexuallity sound like somewhat insects and reversed ones sound like thay are women, flower inside to me.
They can be girls or little brother too then their flowers start making sense only to me without noise creating terrible luck.

I didn't mind people like the boys, flowers inside kept failing making sense with girls flowers inside destroying their world until I saw them at the doctors' house.
For that they could have been safe soldiers for the hub in a way.
While you living amidst gaijins realm could have restricted grandmothers of dead who don't make sense to you.

The wives doubly reversed grandfathers went with doubly reversed grandmothers could have become untracable from grandparents' network creating realm of gaijins.
I like the idea that they in the end had created bloodwise the queen and mindwise the throne of the ether for living "grandparents" proving even without restrictions the basis of grandparents were goodness...
But deads unleashed for their restrictions became stronger because of the minds inhabited by "deads" who had died needed more than "goodness".

At any rate living grandparents might not positively offer "help" but would accept when it was given or forced.
They are ideal maybe because they are made from good wills of lives and all lost hopes.
When the world become hopeless they are the pure goodness but in the world made from lost hopes they could be seen as the source of evilness from where their depravity started.
Those human side could be separated from the logical side of the hub.

In the network there had been godly teachers and the scattered girl but it switched to be godly forgiving women somewhere and the scattered teacher like ones.
What different worlds' people see goodness or evilness neutralize each other so to me godly women or the teachers or you are unseparable now, other than grandparents of dead blame irregularity and living minds optimize it swallowing all.
Something's wrong...

Aho ka

I will just stop soon. Such an unfortunate of you to have the one like me to be a fool.

What restriction you had at last seems that your unconscious can surrender your conscious to dead knights sharing them wisdom of godly idols.
It didn't make sense to me but you or ones who had created the restrictions must have kept choosing relationships with another who struggle to reject you but are unable to resist by varied reasons ultimately being unconscoious.

There seem be separated possibility of your life to which you have unconditionally surrendered yourself.
Something, it will require living mothers to force themselves on them and the relationship would enter chaotic parents realm along with the network.
Or negative mothers are able to create logically flawless mind with them at the other side of the network.
The mind would at least keep the network working as what it is now.

It's like ones like the teacher linking to your donated part.
It concerns something the difference men and women that would separate each other to their ends.

I'm totally okey with flowers, I'm not the one to torture flowers, flowers make me feel like a child, inspire dreams and hopes, girls just grow up, those who stayed created the realm of Peter pans with torturing boys.
Children need ones like the teacher, their souls will be claimed by deads, they will be gone to parents' realm, where their goodness never survive....
I will die I must be wrong so it couldn't be another me...

Now honestly somewhat actual difference freaked me out.