When the drinking party was over last night, I was going to talk and ask out a girl whom I secretly love. But what she said before then was, "My friend's soon coming here to pick me up. Bye for now!" A Friend? This late? and from all the way to pick her up? I realized that in a moment. Left alone at midnight, I dropped to my knees....depressed.
>>612 That's kind of you to say so. But I knew I don't stand a chance to date her because of the lack for everything, age, job and looks etc. I thought at least I could chat for a while with her ....
I met this Aussie couple some years ago in Luxemburg during my trip. For the time being, let's call them Shane and Natalie. We had been very good friends until this happened.
Some days ago I was invited to Natalie's birthday party at some art gallery/pub. As I just wanted to make the card look interesting I decided to write it in Japanese. It didn't really matter if she could read it or not. She indeed loved it and gave me kisses on the cheeks.
She told me that she would spread out with Shane although they are still good friends. They still live together, but something seems to be going wrong between them. As Shane and Natalie seemed busy taking care of the guests, I was chatting to other people outside the gallery. Suddenly, Natalie came out from the gallery being very drunk & stoned, and started playing with my body saying 'hey, I’m so glad you are here tonight.' She was giggling and cuddling down to me with occasionally playing around my thigh, though. I felt it strange because I had never seen her being like that. However, I was pretty much drunk and stoned as well, and my instinct kept telling me to follow the vibe, so, well, I kissed her on the lips and played with her body. Meanwhile, Shane, being still inside the gallery, was chatting up another girl but sometimes looked back at us with an uncomfortable smile.
Natalie and I went inside, and needless to say, everyone had a look at us holding each other's hand. Well, I knew it was wrong, but one sometimes cannot handle it even though he/she knew it's wrong. We kept doing other stuffs, and, well, afterwards, went to the loo, and you see, that stuff just happened.
Surprisingly, when we finished our stuff, Natalie started to chat up another guy in the gallery, and a few minutes later she disappeared with this bloke. Minutes later they got out of the loo, and she again chatted up ANOTHER guy.
Shane, who knew what had happened, was still chatting to me friendlily but I knew he was unhappy with what we'd done. But, minutes later he disappeared with another woman and, well, did his own stuff. She was quite similar to Natalie. Basically, every single male in the gallery (let's say 7 or 8 incl. bartenders) got involved in this thingie. It was such a weird situation. After everything was over, no one was looking at each other's eyes, although we all knew what had happened. What an uncomfortable atmosphere it was.
I don't know if this would be the last time we'd catch up with each other, but it sounds like something is happening again. The thing is, our friendship isn't the same as it used to be.
Well, I did a wrong thing, and I know I was stupid-probably still am. But I ain't looking for the solution anyway. The thing is, I have a girlfriend and haven't decided if I should tell her all about this. I disagree to the opinion that honesty always keeps your relationship in a good way, but still, I don't know what to do.
... Well I was kind of enjoying when I was actually doing that stuff, however... What's left afterwards are nothing but a huge depression and self-hatred. It'll take me ages to get over this.
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Do you think "I must absolutely remenber english words"? I'll produce a man who he had been lived in america. He couldn't translate english to japanese. According to his words,He hadn't ever translated it. So,It's not nessesary you must translate it, i think. Easy! Enjoying studying english!
There seems to be conflicting ideas to learn English in Japan. I think it's like when you learn how to ride a bicycle, whether to be with the training wheels or not? Take whichever you like.
Hey, TXX, who the hell was Christine!? well, see, I think I should've made it clear about what you wanted to do before it gets this late.. I thought I can forget about you, but that guy is like a piece of shit, and I hate'im.. just trying to cut the connection. Picking up his call is soooooo annoying. I just can't get you out. well, so, I still like you.. mm, It's weird. I thought I can forget. I'm gonna finish my comps exam at the end of this month, then I will be ready to make sure what's going on between us. no matter how it ends up. it's time to make it clear. It may hard on me but, I can move on then.