NIGHT MARE さあお食べ CANDY NIGHT MARE HETERO開化さ 無知なる CANDY NIGHT MARE 冒涜性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... NIGHT MARE さあ舐めて CANDY NIGHT MARE HETEROの絵画さ「帝王切開想像妊娠」のCANDY NIGHT MARE 道徳性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... I WISH Certain rouse of mine which lies in a single mistake and a meaning of freedom to commit suicide I'll be killed by HANGMAN CANDY DRAG ...MY SWEET DRAG hangman Killed Me
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury Signifying nothing.
小春日和の風は脈打つ歪んだ音で 崩れた理想壊れた未来俺にはもう... もっと君と居たいけど もっと傍に居たいけど 笑顔に潜む弱き涙これ以上は隠せないよ 琥珀色した数年の夢終焉の先そこに本当の俺がいる? 耐える事なら死ぬ程したさ手も差し伸べた けれど行き着いた俺は今 We're in hell under control of him 終わりを告げる ライトは消えて舞台は闇 もっと声を聞かせてよ もっとここに居たいけど さよなら心から愛した名前も解らない君よ 琥珀色した約束の地で小春日和の風を背に受けて思い出し 涙は流れ血と混ざりあい琥珀色した新しい夢が「心」にある
so, a summer morning in 1997 my beloved mother always by my side hey, smile at me just like you always do in the sunlit morning your expression distorted
mother's neck is choked as she hangs down from the heavens bye bye, mother with silent tears and deep pain the flower, unable to bear it, is dying I am alone
Without a Face a gasping voice Without a Face a distorted voice
so rape me until you're satisfied that I am yours, father but see, mother is looking down on us from up above
My Sweet Sister smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Cause I'm Your Elder Sister in hatred I'll wait patiently, holding back my nausea while I'm raped
now, a winter evening in 2000 my despised father always by my side hey, rape me again today just like you always do father's eyes wide open, burning into me
I thrust that thing I hid deeply, strongly, into his neck bye bye, Father mother, naked, blooms in the snowy landscape crimson flowers, blooming, bloodstained I am alone
My Sweet Sister smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Cause I'm Your Elder Sister in hatred the tears streaming down my cheeks dry up, as the season dries up My Sweet Sister smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open Cause I'm Your Elder Sister I'm pregnant my child crying I'll hold back my nausea
Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but I don't know that I only have a few months to live...
I want to love I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring since the time I waited for conciousness two months on I sensed something fast yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be...
I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up in eyes overflowing with coldheartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed while my conciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly if I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven
it's better that I, unloveable, died as I am in quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry just once, I want to feel a mother's love maybe this is love thank you a door that never opens was closing tight but I am surely your future, and so... la la la...
*
my body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed goodbye
Only on the surface now I'm toying with you you do not notice a thing In minus (180 degrees celcius) frozen love
in taciturn you, with taciturn love, a taciturn discomfort in taciturn me, with taciturn love, a taciturn scar
you are the eighteenth one you didn't notice me supported by kindness this love made frozen
in quiet you, with quiet love, kill the quiet pleasure in quiet me, with quiet love, quiet....
I cannot change, I cannot return, taciturn love quietly, quietly, we two entangled
my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, striking towards the heart my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, even if I try to toy with your heart
from sometime ago I had noticed you but to be only by your side is all I need
I held you close at the end I don't know if this will become the end
Mind Soul Will Cell covered in vomit let's decorate the walls caught in a trap if you writhe within the poison fang know the pain know the sickness the pleasure allergy
speed up! you're the freakshow nonrenewable - DNA - a child was born from my copulation too much of it incomplete eins zwei drei vier
covered in blood with the poison of Heldelance*, let me listen to your violent voice know the pain know the sickness the pleasure allergy
speed up! you're the freakshow nonrenewable - DNA - twitching with need is it blood you want? I'll give it to you eins zwei drei vier
I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again
my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart stifling my tears, I laugh day after day my heart has shown me that believing is nothing those hypocrites killed me
my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away stifling my tears, I scream day after day my heart has left me with a belief in strength my own heart killed me
a voice screaming out your name surely it will not reach you my voice but for now, I am okay someday in my heart, you will..
tonight, too, I will dream a dream of you beneath my pillow I placed your letter my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted always, at 4:30am I awaken in pain
the time is too long the time is too painful the dream will not stop my love is frozen, dead on this cold evening so, in this long night
my conciousness is torn apart becoming tiny pieces my memories scattering your ring I grasp it as tightly as I can my tears soaking my pillow
like I cannot hear blocked up my ears your voice.. the scar on my wrist increasing once more melting into the wound you
I am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes I am broken my heart broken becoming ashes I am broken I lost you I love you
Our life together is so precious together We have grown, we have grown Although our love is still special Let's take a chance and fly away somewhere alone It's been too long since we took the time No-one's to blame, I know time flies so quickly But when I see you darling It's like we both are falling in love again It'll be just like starting over, starting over Everyday we used to make it love Why can't we be making love nice and easy It's time to spread our wings and fly Don't let another day go by my love It'll be just like starting over, starting over Why don't we take off alone Take a trip somewhere far, far away We'll be together all alone again Like we used to in the early days Well, well, well darling It's been too long since we took the time No-one's to blame, I know time flies so quickly But when I see you darling It's like we both are falling in love again It'll be just like starting over, starting over Our life together is so precious together We have grown, we have grown Although our love is still special Let's take a chance and fly away somewhere Starting over
spread your wings, you who wishes to fly dream of the swallowtail it seems the snake skin suits you well white dream the chattering rain strikes down you cannot even stir only waiting, you've become the bait mouth open
from the chrysalis open your wings soon it seems you will fly away you whose loveliness remains is now an adult you loved in the flower honey you sipped, and drank I always unnoticing fang peels
together bloom in profusion with escargot and foie gras, you are you of the beautiful chrysalis show your soiled wings shake me inside the stomach
you of the roses your wings come off the skin of the snake suits you, doesn't it?
rotation rotating rotated multiple answers life repeating
turn turning turned you are dissolving, inflamed, becoming one will the joining suit you?
surely like a mermaid swimming in a pool of gastric juices surely like a swallowtail the chrysalis has wings
if you can forgive even a cruel animal legs that have forgotten the ground will not leave
my scorched heart is feeling a buzzing sound a telephone that wasn't ringing I wanted to stare at it
soon I turn the street corner where the two of us often saw films together with the midsummer colours I recall that time
the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons the wind that flowed past I can never reach you
I looked at you who had burst into tears it seemed so usual only staring at you I could do nothing
A fragrance I don't know is it about that guy? I didn't even notice the way you were already
after five years time are you happy with him? at Teramachi, a chance meeting for some reason my heart aches
the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons the wind that flowed past I can never reach you
a cold sun changes to a new colour I cannot hide my scars colouring a new season
I can be wounded I am wounded people hide their scars, but I myself will cross over, and show scars that become beautiful flowers next eternity An important thing " " A memory
I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon mired in the conterfeit dream that was buried against my will falling, turning, falling, to the depths of degredation, clumsily I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon
in your blue moon I am brought into relief beautifully my insides on display
Blue & Die
well, if I can be with you forever I'm happy gently I grip your hand forever staring into that sky
well, if you keep smiling forever maybe I'll be happy next time, together let's watch that blue-coloured sky forever
JENOCIDE AND ... DEADBORN + BORN AND ... DEAD SUICIDE + MR'BONE + DEAD Stupid people, listen be careful These go with you destroy yourself! Desire to burst of yourself Psychoanalysis tart of yourself Vanilla shake hus complex Treatment blood is dripping down
TO SLAY
My struggle is like GIVE RISE TO SUICIDE GIVE RISE TO ART GIVE RISE TO DEAD
I cannot return, I want to forget, my love for you that will not "waver"
on that day, I vanished from your sight. now it's already too late, what can I do? staring at you as you broke down crying, I embraced you even tighter than usual. but you won't change how I realise it now, your love is already gone... I was truly a fool for you shall we end it here? when I think of you, for some reason my eyes fill with tears. I will never hurt you again. because I want to hold you close like I always did before. I've betrayed our love too much... "now we cannot return to how we were three years ago..." why did the two of us meet? what did I give to you? if there's a chance we could meet again, I'll keep waiting until that time. I cannot return, I want to forget, one more time, more than ever before even my memories I want to forget, my heart that loved you is in pain for all eternity, love like never before for all eternity, our love will not return. with my serious betrayal meaning more than my love, you will never "waver"...
from the window the ever unchanging cherry blossoms flutter flutter flutter flutter and dance in the breeze
today, too, my conciousness fades away who are you? I cannot remember anything my tears overflowed and fell onto your hand clutching mine reassuringly
your unending stream of tears told me something for some reason the scent of you brings memories... surely I will lose my life all alone, in this room these flowers that no-one can find...
the flowers fall quickly, swaying in the breeze this white hospital room blows with the breeze
the pain building up day by day you held my thinning, ugly body close to you
at my time of death, there's one special person I remembered tomorrow I'll become ashes, return to dust from the window I can see the cherry blossoms beneath those cherry blossoms I want to sleep wrapped in warmth in your hand.... they carry me quietly from room 304 so that I will never forget you
from here on, I sway in the breeze, together with the cherry blossoms, remembering you
impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision I can never tell you the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted? even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood why don't I have a mother? tell me...
someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother*-like "cradle"...
because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother at least, so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
every second I drive it in if I lick your ears just drop it
here, hurry up and ask for more put it in your mouth, faster lick the poison without missing a drop if you miss one drop...
show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual 1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually
here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes
on dec 24, another person is trapped if I lick her all over -- a 14-year-old girl I'll just try to break your body
I planted the seed and took it out She's in tears with a red mouth fuck her
Here, hurry up and scream harder Just hurry up and open up your eyes See, if I look at it more and more the honey keeps coming make your sweet honey gush
I'll keep fucking you forever here's to your drug-addicted head If I take the drug today, i'll start to fuck you
You've got a pretty mouth you've got pretty breasts You've got a pretty voice you've got a pretty face You've got a pretty part here you've got a pretty part there slick, sticky, sloppy that ugly shaped part, lick it up Then put it in down there
NIGHT MARE さあお食べ CANDY NIGHT MARE HETERO開花さ 無知なる CANDY NIGHT MARE 冒涜性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... NIGHT MARE さあ舐めて CANDY NIGHT MARE HETERO絵画さ「帝王切開想像妊娠」の CANDY NIGHT MARE 道徳性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... I WISH
Certain rouse of mine which lies in a single mistake and a meaning of freedom to commit suicide I'll be killed by HANGMAN I'll make you feel good CANDY DRAG ...MY SWEET DRAG hangman Killed Me
agony builds up, day after day in hardening asphalt the flowers of poison bloom in profusion if I cross myself and pray
the pacifist's white mask take in this hand do the same as the rest bound and tied mindless people if struck every day with a whip seized by the neck the bellicist's black mask take in this hand
Sweet life Mad life Last life Brain crash
right eye left eye right hand left hand right leg left leg bones sweat tears blood breath nerves even brains continue to drink until numbed, in a stupor let them drink the leech dreams severed, living under dictatorship rules
spread your wings and see aluminium wings while the demon isn't there go quickly down to the ground spread your wings and see a collapsing dream an unfullfilled dream scatter fast on the ground
At that place, we happened to meet.. and now we can't do anything, yet.. In this town, we happened to meet.. and now I cannot love anyone, yet..
You are now, at that hill, where we two saw this sky that you are staring at I am now, at this sky, where we two were that hill that I am staring at
withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight I'll be by your side
At that place, my encounter with you everything will begin and now, we can't do anything In this town, my encounter with you and now, with you who cannot love anyone, the two of us again, to that hill
withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight
the bond that joined us is broken I, deeply depressed saw at the end, I loved you a dream that won't come true wait at the hill of Acropolis I want to sink into sleep with you to unwakeable dreams
The past can never be restored, but... in another incarnation I will search for you, so Until that time wait for me yet now at that hill, you are not there....
got for gimmick... devise well, let's sleep let's see the dream blood . earth . lie . sky vomit inside the body body . god . box . beast glorious moon isn't it pretty smell . neck . trap . black That person is inside a wall... scarlet sweet a memory sketched as a spiral returns to the earth deeper still laughing like you're tame in this inflamed evening 1999, November 5th 6:30pm and 27 seconds B-type, I, a perfectionist from A-type, you, an insomniac you teach only a little of the lie I, claustrophobic, am so happy that I gave you a present of a chastity belt (it suits you very well) I with flawless principles, in this inflamed evening while my arteries pulse into your veins inject the halcyon take out all the blood that there is in this simple room only one I decorated it by hanging while looking at that my feelings run wild, at my moistness you're staring in shock while showing 3 minutes of paradise a good feeling hysteria TYPE-A scarlet sweet a memory sketched as a spiral returns to the earth deeper still laughing like you're tame in this inflamed evening if time passes anyhow this child will be born and will become you deeper still show me your best, as this child is tamed scarlet sweet gouged freak got for gimmick... devise
only old faded photographs the days piling up on one another fire lights up with a pinwheel calmed the tears in a basket, shivered, swayed the baby laughs la la goodbye la la the evening grows late this child you loved you build up now, by your side, go with this child, the two of you la la goodbye la la the evening opens on the water's surface, only you float, reflecting the middle of a battlefield become the wind, the divine wind and into the darkness disappear bloom in the evening of our reunion the glow of the firefly become the wind, the divine wind and into the darkness disappear bloom in the evening of our reunion the shape of the lilies become the wind, the divine wind bloom in the evening of our reunion firefly's light and the flower of the lily
NIGHT MARE さあお食べ CANDY NIGHT MARE HETERO開化さ 無知なる CANDY NIGHT MARE 冒涜性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... NIGHT MARE さあ舐めて CANDY NIGHT MARE HETEROの絵画さ「帝王切開想像妊娠」のCANDY NIGHT MARE 道徳性 CANDY NIGHT MARE ... I WISH Certain rouse of mine which lies in a single mistake and a meaning of freedom to commit suicide I'll be killed by HANGMAN CANDY DRAG ...MY SWEET DRAG hangman Killed Me
I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon mired in the conterfeit dream that was buried against my will falling, turning, falling, to the depths of degredation, clumsily I am captivated by the crimson sky, by the blue moon
in your blue moon I am brought into relief beautifully my insides on display
Blue & Die
well, if I can be with you forever I'm happy gently I grip your hand forever staring into that sky
well, if you keep smiling forever maybe I'll be happy next time, together let's watch that blue-coloured sky forever
from the day my love began, I began to change when I was just staring at you you were always standing in that garden, looking lonely as you stared at nothing but the scattering flowers
my unfullfilled wish made another wound in my aching heart this reality bound up before my eyes still haunts me all the while so that only the stifling atmosphere will not forget me now
GARDEN wishing that someday I'll be able to meet you always GARDEN in the midst of this passing season, forever... you will...
the sorrowfully withering flowers that have seen a thousand nights in sepia your figure pictured
I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings subdued, I stand here all by myself lonely, with only the snow to colour the scenery, but still, always, so that I will not forget
I want to forget, I don't want to forget, these contradictory feelings subdued, I stand here all by myself time passes quickly, vanishing from reality, so that I will not forget these memories
Mind Soul Will Cell covered in vomit let's decorate the walls caught in a trap if you writhe within the poison fang know the pain know the sickness the pleasure allergy
speed up! you're the freakshow nonrenewable - DNA - a child was born from my copulation too much of it incomplete eins zwei drei vier
covered in blood with the poison of Heldelance*, let me listen to your violent voice know the pain know the sickness the pleasure allergy
speed up! you're the freakshow nonrenewable - DNA - twitching with need is it blood you want? I'll give it to you eins zwei drei vier
I cannot return, I want to forget, my love for you that will not "waver"
on that day, I vanished from your sight. now it's already too late, what can I do? staring at you as you broke down crying, I embraced you even tighter than usual. but you won't change how I realise it now, your love is already gone... I was truly a fool for you shall we end it here? when I think of you, for some reason my eyes fill with tears. I will never hurt you again. because I want to hold you close like I always did before. I've betrayed our love too much... "now we cannot return to how we were three years ago..." why did the two of us meet? what did I give to you? if there's a chance we could meet again, I'll keep waiting until that time. I cannot return, I want to forget, one more time, more than ever before even my memories I want to forget, my heart that loved you is in pain for all eternity, love like never before for all eternity, our love will not return. with my serious betrayal meaning more than my love, you will never "waver"...
from the window the ever unchanging cherry blossoms flutter flutter flutter flutter and dance in the breeze
today, too, my conciousness fades away who are you? I cannot remember anything my tears overflowed and fell onto your hand clutching mine reassuringly
your unending stream of tears told me something for some reason the scent of you brings memories... surely I will lose my life all alone, in this room these flowers that no-one can find...
the flowers fall quickly, swaying in the breeze this white hospital room blows with the breeze
the pain building up day by day you held my thinning, ugly body close to you
at my time of death, there's one special person I remembered tomorrow I'll become ashes, return to dust from the window I can see the cherry blossoms beneath those cherry blossoms I want to sleep wrapped in warmth in your hand.... they carry me quietly from room 304 so that I will never forget you
from here on, I sway in the breeze, together with the cherry blossoms, remembering you
impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist if I can do it with a poisonous kiss
because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory
see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision I can never tell you the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted? even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood why don't I have a mother? tell me...
someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother*-like "cradle"...
because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother at least, so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is destroyed
were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist?
every second I drive it in if I lick your ears just drop it
here, hurry up and ask for more put it in your mouth, faster lick the poison without missing a drop if you miss one drop...
show ~ lie ~ mad ~ sexual 1 ~ sad ~ sexually ~ 2 ~ sad ~ sexually
here, hurry up and scream harder just hurry up and open up your eyes
on dec 24, another person is trapped if I lick her all over -- a 14-year-old girl I'll just try to break your body
I planted the seed and took it out She's in tears with a red mouth fuck her
Here, hurry up and scream harder Just hurry up and open up your eyes See, if I look at it more and more the honey keeps coming make your sweet honey gush
I'll keep fucking you forever here's to your drug-addicted head If I take the drug today, i'll start to fuck you
You've got a pretty mouth you've got pretty breasts You've got a pretty voice you've got a pretty face You've got a pretty part here you've got a pretty part there slick, sticky, sloppy that ugly shaped part, lick it up Then put it in down there
Child that will be born adults with no sense of guilt fallen I who has no name why am I here I don't even understand, but I don't know that I only have a few months to live...
I want to love I want to be born inside this mother's body, staring since the time I waited for conciousness two months on I sensed something fast yet I could do nothing that cord of ours will be...
I, incomplete, my body pierced through with hooked pain mother's screaming voice, ringing in my ears, will not cease white coated adults scooped me up in eyes overflowing with coldheartedness bloody, without a right hand, I am reflected just as I was, in black vinyl I am wrapped, engulfed while my conciousness is gradually fading, I consider quietly if I, caged, am loved as I am, that is good it cannot be forgiven
it's better that I, unloveable, died as I am in quiet I shall sleep without giving my first cry just once, I want to feel a mother's love maybe this is love thank you a door that never opens was closing tight but I am surely your future, and so... la la la...
my body burned, consumed until my bones become nothing burned, destroyed goodbye
Only on the surface now I'm toying with you you do not notice a thing In minus (180 degrees celcius) frozen love
in taciturn you, with taciturn love, a taciturn discomfort in taciturn me, with taciturn love, a taciturn scar
you are the eighteenth one you didn't notice me supported by kindness this love made frozen
in quiet you, with quiet love, kill the quiet pleasure in quiet me, with quiet love, quiet....
I cannot change, I cannot return, taciturn love quietly, quietly, we two entangled
my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, striking towards the heart my inner heart's reticence, my inner heart's quiet, even if I try to toy with your heart
from sometime ago I had noticed you but to be only by your side is all I need
I held you close at the end I don't know if this will become the end
agony builds up, day after day in hardening asphalt the flowers of poison bloom in profusion if I cross myself and pray
the pacifist's white mask take in this hand do the same as the rest bound and tied mindless people if struck every day with a whip seized by the neck the bellicist's black mask take in this hand
Sweet life Mad life Last life Brain crash
right eye left eye right hand left hand right leg left leg bones sweat tears blood breath nerves even brains continue to drink until numbed, in a stupor let them drink the leech dreams severed, living under dictatorship rules
spread your wings and see aluminium wings while the demon isn't there go quickly down to the ground spread your wings and see a collapsing dream an unfullfilled dream scatter fast on the ground
At that place, we happened to meet.. and now we can't do anything, yet.. In this town, we happened to meet.. and now I cannot love anyone, yet..
You are now, at that hill, where we two saw this sky that you are staring at I am now, at this sky, where we two were that hill that I am staring at
withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight I'll be by your side
At that place, my encounter with you everything will begin and now, we can't do anything In this town, my encounter with you and now, with you who cannot love anyone, the two of us again, to that hill
withered flowers like that point in time it's good only once more wanting to bloom beautifully Within this night even spirit, even ideals melt into the darkness at least, even for tonight
the bond that joined us is broken I, deeply depressed saw at the end, I loved you a dream that won't come true wait at the hill of Acropolis I want to sink into sleep with you to unwakeable dreams
The past can never be restored, but... in another incarnation I will search for you, so Until that time wait for me yet now at that hill, you are not there....
daddy mommy sad my favourite icecream is strawBerry daddy mommy mad the name of the kitten I love is strawBerry
daddy mommy sad strawBerry flows from me daddy mommy mad strawBerry flows from daddy daddy mommy bad strawBerry flows from mommy daddy mommy abuse a bruise on my body, adding another injury
I was born 9 years ago and every night, in bed together with the cat I go to sleep in the morning, without fail I put plenty of jam on my favourite bread nothing changes, but
raspBerry jam
deep red icecream I'll let it all out
I quietly peeked into daddy's drawer there was something inside carefully I got it out to see when daddy and mommy settle down to sleep softly I'll creep up shall I shoot straight through you?
I'm hungry I'll put jam on my favourite bread and eat it pistol right at the forehead
spread your wings, you who wishes to fly dream of the swallowtail it seems the snake skin suits you well white dream the chattering rain strikes down you cannot even stir only waiting, you've become the bait mouth open
from the chrysalis open your wings soon it seems you will fly away you whose loveliness remains is now an adult you loved in the flower honey you sipped, and drank I always unnoticing fang peels
together bloom in profusion with escargot and foie gras, you are you of the beautiful chrysalis show your soiled wings shake me inside the stomach
you of the roses your wings come off the skin of the snake suits you, doesn't it?
rotation rotating rotated multiple answers life repeating
turn turning turned you are dissolving, inflamed, becoming one will the joining suit you?
surely like a mermaid swimming in a pool of gastric juices surely like a swallowtail the chrysalis has wings
if you can forgive even a cruel animal legs that have forgotten the ground will not leave
a voice screaming out your name surely it will not reach you my voice but for now, I am okay someday in my heart, you will..
tonight, too, I will dream a dream of you beneath my pillow I placed your letter my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted always, at 4:30am I awaken in pain
the time is too long the time is too painful the dream will not stop my love is frozen, dead on this cold evening so, in this long night
my conciousness is torn apart becoming tiny pieces my memories scattering your ring I grasp it as tightly as I can my tears soaking my pillow
like I cannot hear blocked up my ears your voice.. the scar on my wrist increasing once more melting into the wound you
I am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes I am broken my heart broken becoming ashes I am broken I lost you I love you
my scorched heart is feeling a buzzing sound a telephone that wasn't ringing I wanted to stare at it
soon I turn the street corner where the two of us often saw films together with the midsummer colours I recall that time
the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons the wind that flowed past I can never reach you
I looked at you who had burst into tears it seemed so usual only staring at you I could do nothing
A fragrance I don't know is it about that guy? I didn't even notice the way you were already
after five years time are you happy with him? at Teramachi, a chance meeting for some reason my heart aches
the midsummer sun my feelings piled up on the seasons the wind that flowed past I can never reach you
a cold sun changes to a new colour I cannot hide my scars colouring a new season
I can be wounded I am wounded people hide their scars, but I myself will cross over, and show scars that become beautiful flowers next eternity An important thing " " A memory
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