I have told you that my father was like Rimbaud, poet , artist bohemian, but my mother make him live different, he also died at 49( as Michael.50) very young, my mother was very demanding and "bossy", poor mom, she was very afraid of poverty and wanted make us(sister , father and I) VERY important and wealthy people.She absolutely hate artist(she burned my first writes at age of 10). She wanted me ★ Isabel and said always that was my father that wanted me to be I:::.Many other coincidences.