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[sugaritsuki]wo dou toraerukadato omoimasu
[urami]de korosareta bawai
ikkai [korosita] mosikuha [korose]to meireiwo dasita ikimono]no
[saiban]ga hitsuyouni natte kono [saoban]ga [anoyono saiban]dato
sareteru monokamo sirenai
mazu [hitowo korositeha naranai]ni atteiruka]dato omoimasu
[rei]=[fusigina ikimono]dato katei suru
tsugini
[higaisyani nareba issyoni itekureru]
[yurusareru aite]nimo [gendo]wo moukeru
mosimo [itokoni unnun][higaisyato kagaisyaga utokodousi]no bawai
[mendou]wo mirunoha touzenni naru
demo korega [tanin]no bawai
[gyakuni kiso]ni naru bawaimo arimasu
[chikaduita riyuu]
[chikaduku riyuuni keisan]ga hataraite ita bawai
[kiso]
korewo riyousuita bawai [nande kotowaranakattanoka?]ga
mondaini naru
[kanjyouga PTSDjyoutaideha handan sinikui]
[kono PTSDha nandaika tsudukunoga futsuu]dato
omoimasu
[syuusinkei]ni siteokuto iito omoimasu
20:42 2009/11/18
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