kyouha rihabirigatera dekakemasita
kaettekite bukkiri tonarino obaasanga nakunattasoudesu
watasiniha mattaku wakaranakattanode yahari watasiniha reikannanka naindesu
mata mosimo nanikani makikomarete nakunattatositara izure
akirakani narukotodatte omounode anoyode mimamottete
kudasainetosika iemasen
sorekara yahari totsuzen irairasitekitatteiuka jibunga jibunjyanaikiga sitakotoga
gaisyutsusakide arimasita mosikasitara tokuteino misekamosiremasen
gimeideno syouhinha yameta kawarini ba-genno
ko-towo katta hayaku ichininmaeni natte okanewo matomoni
kasegeruguraini naritainato omotta
watasiha ima arujikenni makikomarete kekkyoku atamanikite jibunde
sousani sankasitakekka kadono kougekiwouke PTSDtoiu jyoutaini nattemasu
naottehakiterukedo itsu hossagaokiruka wakarimasen
itsuka genkininattara minnnade aitaidesune uwasade kiiterukamosirenaikedo
saisyoha utagutta ningengaimasitaga jikennonega amarinifukaku
kekkyoku konohitotachiga kakusinhanjyanakattandesu
sorewo sinkenni sousasitemasu
konomamajya minnna tokuteinoningennoinomamani narusikanaindesu
hankouniha kagakutekina syudanga zettaini tsukawareteruttetokoromadeha
tsukitomemasitaga saigono setsumeiga dousitemo umakuikanaindesu
soreni amarini kikennandesu jittaikensitakara
yoku wakatterutsumoridesu
sorekara mukasiha ime-jisitemo mukatsukanakattahito niteruhitowo
mitemo nantomo omowanakattahitowo mimasita nanka
suggoku haradatasiku omoemasita nantonaku chikayoritakunainatte
kanji nandedakaha yoku wakaranaikedo wakaruhitoniha wakaruto
omou 2nintomodesu nanka kiraininattawakejyanaikedo funikiga
uiterutteiuka hounoutekini iyanakankakutteiunoga
ichiban chikaitte omou nande kounaccyattandarou