騙し絵 part8

11:00PM 1gatsu 20nichi

nanika 3Dno kikaiwo tsukatterutte jyouhoudesu
minnaha kikaiwotsukai hajimete kurouwositte sugunidemo yamerarerudesyou
demo watasitachiha chigaundesu watasiha sukunakutemo chigau
2007nenno5gatsukorokara jyojyoni genkakumitainamonoga miedasite kikoeruyouni
natta heddohonnante sonnna amaimono tsukenakute dekitesimaimasu
hitonokurouwo wakattehosii dakara jibunwo dasinisitemo HYDEto yobaretemo
jbunnokaradade sukkenwo kurikaesiterundesu dekirukuseni iwanai ningen
sorewo omosirogatte esukare-tosaseru ningenga ooikara sikatanaku watasimitaina PTSDwo
hikizuttanomademoga yaranakyanaranai dekirunara ittehosii kaitehosii
watasiha amarini tsurakute DNAno jyouhoumade kaisekini kakemasita
byouinni ittemo kusuriwo nondemo amari koukaha denai
soredemo imaha ikuraka masininattekitakedo soredemo jikan youbide
taerarenakunaruhodo tsurakunaru doujini takusanno koega kikoetekurukara kurusii
ima sakkimo soudatta izenha konnakoto mattakunakatta
neteruto hidokukikoerukotogaaru sakkiga iireide cyokuritsusuruto yokunaru
nande? nande watasiga kokomadeni sarenakya ikenaino?
kareranouchino darekaha itariajindato damasaretarasiisi sorewo kasanikite
ibaritaihoudai ibatterusoudesuga sorejya jibunde konnakoto
dekirundesuka?jibunde konnnani nacccyaundesuka?douse
asobihanbunde heddohontsuketerudakenandesyo?
gensinouwo sigekisaretsuduketakekka furuitokini korewo dekiru
kettouga haitta ningenhodo itsumademo syoujyouga torenainokamosirenai gensinounohouga nounofukaitokoroni
arukara sichiriaka nandaka sinnaikedo
hitonokurusimiwo nandato omottendayo!!!!