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kikaitekinamonowo mochiite anini nouwo awasetari anini sigekiwo
kuwaete nouno bussitsuwo cyousetsusuru sikamo kattenidesu
koreha darega dou kangaetemo okasiisi kikensugimasu tokuni sententekini
nouni byouhenwo motteru ningenadoni taisitemo heikide okonau sinkeiha
sinjirarenaisi syoujiki jibunjisinga sounanode [reberu hikusugi]
nadoto omottesimaimasu gankanjyano kanbuni nanika chiryouigaino kotowo
muriyari okonaunoto onajidesu
koreha kazokuwo awasete tamesusoudesu saikin sirimasita
sorenara watasitachi hontouno kazokuya hontouno ichizokuha dounarunodesyouka?
tohaittemo imamade sorede kaseide tabetekita ingenmo irunodesyoukara
motto kagakutekini keisansite kenkoutekini riyousite yagateha nakusuhoukoude
ugoitehosiidesu riyouhouhoutositeha PTSDya tokusyukikandeno kadono nouno
hatarakiga youkyuusareru esupa-sekusyunde nounohakaiwo bousisurukoukamo kitaidekiruto
omoimasu demo esupa-nitsuiteha haisisuruhoukouga ichiban iito omoimasu
mata kojintekijijyoude kusuriwo nondemo kikanaihitoya tokuteino bussitsuga
jyoukyounotameni denaihitonadoniha yuukoudesu
hontouha kusuride naosunoga ichiban anzendesususi hayaidesuga
ningenha imanodankaideha kusuridakedeha naosenainoga genjitsudesu
kousita sigotodesika ikiteikenaihitotachimo imasunode
ichigaini mukasitekina seikatsuwo kyouyousurunoha yokunaidesu
ueteruningenwo misuterutsumoridesyouka?
mata samitokorono ningenha touzen denkiga hitsuyounandesu soreha
atarasii enerugi-nadowo kangaeru hitsuyouga arimasuga
sokomade ueteru ningenni taisite suto-busura tsukawanai taikono seikatsuwo
jibuntachino syugino ositsukenokekka kyouyousurunoha amarini
okasiinjyanaidesuka?
mata kaigonomondaiya nounaibussitsuno mondaide renaidekinaide
kurusinderu ningenga irunomo jijitsudesu nounaibussitsuha
identekini chikai aruiha kyoutsuutennoooi ningennohouga nirunoha
touzendesu dakara watasiha teiansimasita
seisikina kanteiwo nayanderuhitoniha sitemorai anzenrainde
onaji keitouno ningenwo atsumerunadosite attemorau
sonohouga harukani hokanohitoni uramarezuni sumuto omoimasu
mochiron watasimodesu soreni ningenno honsitsuha jibunni chikainingenni
taisite okoru renaikanjyoudasoudesu [tonarinisumu sinsekiga suki]kouiu
syoudouwo gamansite hokawo erandeiku sorega issyoudesu dakedo
amarinimo mukankeina ningento kyuuni sessyokuwositakekka imano genjyouga otozuretanjyanaidesuka?
suuchiga wakaruyouninatta imadeha soremo dekiruto omoimasuga
hikitsukeruchikarawo kouryosureba jyoukinohouhouwo kouryositemo
iinjyanaidesouka?
jyasinsokuteinante dekirunoha kyuuni nanimo settennonai ningen aruiha settenga attemo
kangaerarenaikurai harukamukasi tatta1dodake nadonobaai mjuriiyari
kikaitekini sessyokuwo kurikaesitakekkananjya naidesuka?
reseputa-to reseputa-ni taiousitamonowo motsuningendousinara okinaito omoimasu
sorejya naze ingenga kankeinonai ningenni hikarerunoka
osoraku hokano kagakubussitsuga kanyositeta utagaiga arimasu
kuwaete nouno bussitsuwo cyousetsusuru sikamo kattenidesu
koreha darega dou kangaetemo okasiisi kikensugimasu tokuni sententekini
nouni byouhenwo motteru ningenadoni taisitemo heikide okonau sinkeiha
sinjirarenaisi syoujiki jibunjisinga sounanode [reberu hikusugi]
nadoto omottesimaimasu gankanjyano kanbuni nanika chiryouigaino kotowo
muriyari okonaunoto onajidesu
koreha kazokuwo awasete tamesusoudesu saikin sirimasita
sorenara watasitachi hontouno kazokuya hontouno ichizokuha dounarunodesyouka?
tohaittemo imamade sorede kaseide tabetekita ingenmo irunodesyoukara
motto kagakutekini keisansite kenkoutekini riyousite yagateha nakusuhoukoude
ugoitehosiidesu riyouhouhoutositeha PTSDya tokusyukikandeno kadono nouno
hatarakiga youkyuusareru esupa-sekusyunde nounohakaiwo bousisurukoukamo kitaidekiruto
omoimasu demo esupa-nitsuiteha haisisuruhoukouga ichiban iito omoimasu
mata kojintekijijyoude kusuriwo nondemo kikanaihitoya tokuteino bussitsuga
jyoukyounotameni denaihitonadoniha yuukoudesu
hontouha kusuride naosunoga ichiban anzendesususi hayaidesuga
ningenha imanodankaideha kusuridakedeha naosenainoga genjitsudesu
kousita sigotodesika ikiteikenaihitotachimo imasunode
ichigaini mukasitekina seikatsuwo kyouyousurunoha yokunaidesu
ueteruningenwo misuterutsumoridesyouka?
mata samitokorono ningenha touzen denkiga hitsuyounandesu soreha
atarasii enerugi-nadowo kangaeru hitsuyouga arimasuga
sokomade ueteru ningenni taisite suto-busura tsukawanai taikono seikatsuwo
jibuntachino syugino ositsukenokekka kyouyousurunoha amarini
okasiinjyanaidesuka?
mata kaigonomondaiya nounaibussitsuno mondaide renaidekinaide
kurusinderu ningenga irunomo jijitsudesu nounaibussitsuha
identekini chikai aruiha kyoutsuutennoooi ningennohouga nirunoha
touzendesu dakara watasiha teiansimasita
seisikina kanteiwo nayanderuhitoniha sitemorai anzenrainde
onaji keitouno ningenwo atsumerunadosite attemorau
sonohouga harukani hokanohitoni uramarezuni sumuto omoimasu
mochiron watasimodesu soreni ningenno honsitsuha jibunni chikainingenni
taisite okoru renaikanjyoudasoudesu [tonarinisumu sinsekiga suki]kouiu
syoudouwo gamansite hokawo erandeiku sorega issyoudesu dakedo
amarinimo mukankeina ningento kyuuni sessyokuwositakekka imano genjyouga otozuretanjyanaidesuka?
suuchiga wakaruyouninatta imadeha soremo dekiruto omoimasuga
hikitsukeruchikarawo kouryosureba jyoukinohouhouwo kouryositemo
iinjyanaidesouka?
jyasinsokuteinante dekirunoha kyuuni nanimo settennonai ningen aruiha settenga attemo
kangaerarenaikurai harukamukasi tatta1dodake nadonobaai mjuriiyari
kikaitekini sessyokuwo kurikaesitakekkananjya naidesuka?
reseputa-to reseputa-ni taiousitamonowo motsuningendousinara okinaito omoimasu
sorejya naze ingenga kankeinonai ningenni hikarerunoka
osoraku hokano kagakubussitsuga kanyositeta utagaiga arimasu
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